Saturday, September 01, 2007
What was he feeling? See, I never knew. Was he in pain? Was he suffering? All I knew was I needed his love, I needed him to hold me so I wouldn't be so afraid. He was afraid of love. He couldn't give it and he couldn't receive it either.Not letting ourselves be loved -because we're too afraid of giving ourselves to someone we might lose.Everybody's going to die. But most people don't believe it. Just imagine a little bird on your shoulder. And everyday you say "Is this the day I'm going to die, little bird? Am I ready? Am I living the life I wanna live? Am I the person I want to be? ". If we can accept the fact that we can die at anytime, we lead our lives differently. So, everyday you say, "Is this the day?".The tension of opposites. "Life pulling you back and fourth like a rubberband. Pull you one way you think thats what you wanna do. Pull you another way, you think thats what you have to do."Sounds like a wrestling match. So who wins?"Love. Love always wins."We think we don't deserve love. That when we let it in, we become soft. We just don't ever realise, love is the only rational thing. "Love is the only rational thing." Let it come in.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:27 PM
