Thursday, August 31, 2006
aahhhh. (ahhh- i like that! very lit class senario.lol) i know i've been abandoning this not-so-cosy place here but i'm here to rant again. Notice i took my picture out. Well, thats all because of that idiot who moniters the computers in the school library. you know, he's probably the biggest ass i've ever met. (well, it is really pretty huge you know..) You see, he has the ability to see what we're surfing and doing and typing while we're in the student learning centre, using the computers. (not forgetting, claiming we've got prejects to do. Heehee.) But anyway, projects or not, its still so rude to be watching and all. To think that he can read my blog and my emails while i type and read them too. And if he happens to be reading this, kiss my toe la! Lol. =X Anyhow, i'll be on a hiatus from school for quite sometime. haha. plus the holidays on next week. Ahhh, bliss i tell you. I've been redo-ing the sec 3 maths topics. And i've discover somethings terrible and not about myself along the way:- I have a serious sleeping disorder. No, its not insomnia. In fact, its a total opposite. Yes, i sleep too much. i think most of you should know by now. I've tried coffee,(nescafe 3in1 intense is excellent!) but it does not seem to work anymore. And then of course i tried drinking a few sachets a day but boy i think it cause me to be always in need of coffee. and my head hurts alot when i dont drink it. Terrible, i know. So, how now?
- I tend to forget things very easily if i don't get reminded of it often enough. and this is especially so for maths topics. can u believe it, i cannot remember how to do circles tangent shit and i don't even remember whats mean median mode! (now i do la..) Terrible right. tsk. Plus i've been doing maths alot to make sure i remember how to do it and i've been abandoning chemistry so someone, kill me.
- I've been told by most of my classmates that i'm very vain. And i totally dont agree with that. But it seems like everyone agree with it. Seriously, my hair's always too messy for me to be vain.
- I've also been told by most of my classmates that i talk alot alot alot. err, enough said.
- And i was told that i would make a very good lawyer; due to my ability to convince and shoot people with the very bastard way to replying.(you know what i mean, right? heh!) To think that the guy who told me this was that guy who did an analysis on each of us, i kind of believe him. in fact, i'm a sucker for sources which tells me more about my self.
- I find myself reading the chat logs of our conversions. ahhhhh. (VERY ahhhh-ing!) And i find myself smiling as i read those. (: So far yet so near. "I'm missing an angel - you."
i think i shall get moving now. Wokay, before that, i'll allow you people to vote as to what my next move would be! :
- Do maths prelim papers
- Do chemistry TYS
- Call someone
- Jump into bed
- None of the above.
Remember Singapore, this is an important decision. Vote wisely. Vote for your favourite move for me. Remember, no one else can vote for you!! Lol.
Your results will be make known the next time i blog. So vote wisely while you still have the time!
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
2:09 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
sometimes... (ok, most of the time actually)
i wish i was your cat.
things would be different then, i suppose?
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
8:08 AM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
sometimes, i really don't care if its right or wrong. but most of the time i've got no choice. seems like life ain't exactly yours sometimes. sometimes i wish i can just eliminate someone out of my life (singapore idol style, maybe?) but most of the time, oh right, all the time; i never have the power to do that. and it sucks, i'm telling you. I try so hard to get away from everyone who, well, i can very well say disturb me. but what can i possibly do if they keep coming back to me? And i don't like to say this but thats the case and i hate those who make it this way.
Most of the time i wish i can scream it to their ears, tell them exactly how i feel.
but wait a minute. tell them exactly how i feel?
Nah, thats almost impossible when it comes to me.
Maybe all i shall say is that it is really none of your business. And that when it come to emotions, there is no logic. So stop asking me about how i really feel. cause seriously young girl (i dont care if you're older), its not what you should be bothered about. i'm impressed with you reading my blog (and not tagging) and then comment on it through msn or friendster messages.
i deserve a second chance,
i cannot in my whole life believe that you had the courage to say that. at least not to me.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:40 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
TONNES of last minute assignments = super busy week = lack of sleep = effing tired = i can die now.P/s: i'm in the school library, once again! ):On the lighter note,Happy 12th month, love! (:
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
4:16 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
Yes ah, here i am in the school library. Notice i've been spending quite alot of time in the library these days. Well, i'mgood girl you see. Lol. Well, nazura is right beside me and feeza just came here. We are well, doing our you know whats. haha. But anyway i don't know why my eyes hurts so bad. huhu. But ahh, i've got much to blog about today, babay!Firsly, to Feeza, Nazura, AtiqaBelo, Shalu and Agnes. And later Radhia! Thanks so much for the wonderful celebrations. chey like real celebrations. But yeah. i love the arnold's chicken man. hahaha. and what i like best about that day was the calling youknowwho part. SO FUN. Lol. We shall do that again ah babe! all thanks to yours truly who well, kind of stole the number and yadah yadah. but eh next time we try house phone la! haha. skali the mum pick up but then agen it really does not matter ehh. haha! but then hahah. It was good to hear that youknowwho was at home that day! We sooo should have asked youknowwho out man feeza! (macam betul eh!). (: Anyway i realised i've been blogging about youknowwho alot these days. And i also realise ive been blogging alot. Okay not alot but enough information on youknowwho la right. hahaha. And oh, the fireworks were yummeh! Uh right, yummeh. lol. It was beautiful lah! i like. Next, would be an announcement to all those who have always think that my malay is karat! haha. Malay olevel results are out and I got a B3 and distinction for oral babe! but then again, yes my malay is karat siak. i kind of expected an A2. Actually i wanted an A2. But B3 was kind of expected too. But i'm so disappointed. My mum and brother didnt want me to retake but wtfh a B3 is like mepek ah. i know my malay was like so teruk but things have changed man! chey. haha. but yeah i am retaking and i'm aiming for maybe an a1? hmm? haha. But eh, distinction for oral! Saya sungguh tidak sangka babe! So anyway i read pepper's blog and i see my name. haha. i miss you! (: And feeza asked me to blog about her. you ah. like since forever seh u ask me to do the same thing. why feeza whyyyyyyyy. Kenapa feeza, KENAPA? haha. And feeza, you are there, but not there yet. HAHA. anyway, "ada orang tengok gambar orang lain dekat friendster abeh kata buruk eh lepas tu dier ketawakan." Who is that? Guess who! HAHA. LOVE!
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
3:09 PM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
But oh god, its so beautiful when he smiles.Oh he's so beautiful.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
8:27 PM
The words you say to me are unlike anything that's ever been said and what you do to me is unlike anything that's ever beenam i too obvious to preach ityou're so hypnotic on my heart.oh it's what you do to me, a thousand miles seems pretty far, but even though they've got planes and trains and cars, i'd walk to you if i had no other way.and if i lived a thousand years you know, i never could explain the way i lost my heart to you that day. but if destiny decided i should look the other waythen the world would never know the greatest story ever told and did i tell you that i love you tonight? i've got so much left to say, if every simple song i wrote to you,
would take your breath away,
i'd write it all, and tell you why,i want to love somebody like you.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:15 AM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Happy Birthday Singapore!
I'm so much in love with singapore and i'm convinced i was made in singapore. Hence, i have a tattoo on my left cheek. It says : Made In Singapore! (: Ain't that smart. Haha. Again i'm blogging in school. I'm however at the computer lab right now. Don't ask me why. haha. i bet you can figure it out yourself. Feeza is not beside me but the lovely naz is. haha. and mira is beside her. and feeza is beside mira. see not too far. or we'll miss each other. chey. haha. And oh! 7 more days to our 12 months!! (:
Anyhow i think the national day celebration in school was pretty plain. lol.there was NO singing session! like how bodoh. i guess the high was the recollections and pledge taking. LOL. i was right in front of him la. haha. I was tying hard not to make any eye contact but what the fuck. lol. so hot my red tshirt melts. so hot my hair dried. so hot i was thirsty. so hot that nunu fly away. so hot that i like. so hot so so hot. so so so hot. But so wrong man. hahaha. Tsk. Then went to hall with dhea and Mr hot was playing floorball. hahaha. tsk. radhea, i love you! you are hot too! lol. bleh. anyway my bro has been saying that they have been wining the matches so far. haha. ok so random. (:
i wish i was one of your cat.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:32 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
Anyway Nadiah, you talked to me.Like finally.Thanks eh. (:
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
5:58 PM
National mood on! Lol. Okay i typed that cause Feeza started her blog entry that way too. haha. yes, she's right beside me! And we are in the school library. And the girl sitting behind me was like laughing to herself when she watched some movie. i thought that was scary. but feeza laughed it off so i guess its okay? lol.
Anyhoos, funneh thing happened just now. Lol. Nazura is a smart girl. (there is'nt any sarcasm in that. okay, maybe not that much). she did something so smart just now man. haha. Well, nazura, feeza, fiza(imissmymum) and myself were outside the staff room and we were supposed to call mdm rukshana to come out and meet us. so ms teo called her for us and she took such a long time, due to her pregnancy which is so not a good reason but i really dont care. so anyway we were bored and hence we decided to do something stupid like saying i love you. lol. we well decided to call the name's number through the intercom. lol. Ok actually nazura practically was the one who did it la. But i was right beside her and the funneh thing was that he answer right after the first beep. Like "Hello?" and ofcourse nazura put the off the intercom. so we were all laughing and talking about how fast he answers the call when he actually came out of the room! like so funneh siah. i was like shit! haha. then we began walking around outside the staff room as if looking for someone. hahaha. maybe he was expecting some student. maybe he was expcting us. but my god, it was fucking obvious laa! Cause it seems like everytime he's there group of hyper girls would be us man! Especially naz feeza and me. hhaa. all i can say i'm so malu! maybe i've never felt so much malu before. like seriously, skali he tell my brother or worst still, his mum? hahha. but then again i think its only right to talk to your cousin lor. loser! but then again we scared him too much. haha. we're so smart. BUT HE'S SO FUCKING HOTTTTTTTTTT! I LIKE. heh.
Okay i'm supposed to stay around and study with ahmad and mira. but i kind of ditched them and i duno where they are right now. hmm? And i so need to get my red top! maybe i would be getting a normal red v-neck top. hmm?
BYEEEEE BLEHNESS!
Anyway, i'm a happy girl!! (:
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
5:54 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
It's the hardest thing I ever had to do.
To go behind my friends, and tell them that i don't love you.
Its just not true. But it ain't exactly a lie.
And everyday, my confusion grows.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:48 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Today's such a funny day. haha. And good too. Hmm. Why? WE ARE SOOO RELATED! LOL! Ok haha. I don't think i shall mention the name but yeah. hahaha. Its hilarious i cannot stop smiling. ((: Ask me who! Haha. Actually I knew it man! I knew i've seen the name before. Like i knew we've somehow met somewhere. Funny how out family us to hang out together while we we all young. And our mums still regular chatting on the phone laa! And i practically know the whole family (YEAH!). i have no idea why i'm so excited. LOL! Feeza, you are soooo jealous. lol. And wait till Nazura and Shalu finds out. HAHA. Anyway things with Mira was also extremely funneh. Like i attempted to kill her twice in the lab man. Lol. I poured distilled water on her head while she was resting on the table. Like haha i swear i never plan it lor. But boy did i pour alot. But then again thats not an atempt to kill la loser! haha. And then Pein tiong came to our table. My bunsen burner was lighted so he taught me something. He actually like put his paper on the fire but it didnt catch fire. Hmm. Get it? Like he didnt put it on fire for long la. back and to. And so anyway this smart girl over here decided to do the same thing. But it was weird cause i did it like quite long after he left. Like anyway the intention to do the same thing was still sticking on this mind. So somehow, my hands moved agen and reach for a filter paper. And this smart girl put it over Mira's lighted bunsen burner. And then i did it like how PT did it la. Like pro only. But then i really dont know why, i didnt like the fact that the filter paper doesnt catch fire that way. SO i practically place it over the fire. And siallah i was so blur i didnt realise the paper was on fire. haha. but in fact i was satisfied that it really caught fire that i remember going "UH! LOOK!" but then agen suddenly i realise what was going on and i actually urm. THREW IT ON MIRA. Yeah. Like a paper was on quite a big fire and i happily threw it to mira. Luckily Mira was in Earth she managed to like push the paper into the sink and open the tap. lol. And then we both started laughing like mad. lol. the whole thing happened so fast that only Zhirong managed to catch a glimpse. haha. And the of course that was like the joke of the day. haha. And maybe yeah it looked like an attempt to kill eh. But i was sooo dreaming man. haha. But anyway after that mira and me just sat down and ate biscuit while the rest of the class was like doing their practical. Lol. And of course, its the standard Mimi writes all the answer, Nunu wash all the test tube. Lol. And then we had maths test. We were not supposed to talk but Mira and me managed to send each other notes. haha. I so love Mira man! She's like almost my everything man. Yeay! (: And i love how we make people laugh. Its extremely hilariouss when we talk to ahmad in malay. and mira sing dangdut song to him. lol. and he really like my watch ah. lol. nonsense ah he. i so love my classmates! And oh! Sharlene SOH WHAT! Or maybe Sharlene SOH Ah Lian. And Lynette Lee Minah! (:Ok see i'm so happy i updated soooo long just on those i love. yeay! and i so feel loved. (=
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
10:30 PM
