SAVE ME; someone's bound to hear my cries.

Friday, December 30, 2005

So the KL trip was surprisingly enjoyable. Everything went well and yeah. Ofcourse, i was super elated when my cousin faisal called and said he cant go with me cus his passport has expired. thaf was almost 2 in the morning and i was jumping for joy. haha. cus it means my mum has to come along then. boy, i was fucking relieved! haha. dont get me wrong, but it is wrong.

Ok so we reached at about 4. My uncle auntie and cousin farhan fetched us from wherever we were and we went straight to the shop, to deliver the pizza spices. The bag was fucking heavy and i had to carry it alone all the way to kl, due to mymum's back condition. even when farhan carriedit, he went "you bring stone here?" of which i went ya,right. hmm. and the spices are right in my clothes bag. so at the shop when he wanted to help take the spice i got a little "uh, nvm i can get it". cus oh balls, i wouldnt want him to see my bras and sanitary pads for that matter of time. Lol. So anyway we went back to my aunt's house and i slept like a pig till 7 plus. I woke up alone in the room, the door was shut closed and the cutains were drawn. and it was already dark outside. hurhur. so apparently my aunt was about to wake me up. We were goin out for dinner. So my mum, my aunt, farhan and me went to eat whatever shit it was. and we went to feed the cats! Poor cats. hurhur. ok nvm i shall not start on that. haha. And then we watched tv in my aunt's room upstairs. And then, my uncle frim Austrilia came home. Haha. We crapped for awhile. He is my best crappy and super sarcastic uncle. well, it runs in the family. haha.

Okay so the next day was FUN. Was supposed to wake up at like 7 but ended waking up at almost 7.30. haha, that is fucking early pls. ok so then we drove to Rumah Aman. i was fucking excited to see the kids. And as usual, they were as bright and chirpy as possible. haha. helped them get dressed. Poor boy named Idham was sick, but he still wanted to go to the zoo. So we had no choice but to bring him along. He's such a sweetie, as so the other kids are. So ZOO was fun. i was thinking of getting married in a zoo. hows that? haha. or i want to work in a zoo! pls pls pls. haha. ok so Idham was so sick la. Poor boy. Ok nvm. So zoo was exciting. So many things to say actually but its too much. lol. oh, when we were on our way back i sat with this boy called zahirul or something. he's 5, btw. So he was very tired, just like the rest and he just lied down on my laps and sleep. i was like omg. ahah. Even my cats dont do that ok. such a lovely boy. and he was sleeping so soundly. Arr, when will i have a kid on my own? HAHA. ok i'm not nuts laa.

i slept like a pig that zoo night and work up at like 11 plus. my uncle asked me what time i slept the night before and i'm like 12 plus? and he went. WOWWWW. you had 12 hrs of sleep! and i'm like yeah, whatever. haha. like come on, is'nt sleeping the best thing in the world? hurhur. and oh so i was bathing and i was bathroom hogging. and then i heard my aunt told my cousin farhan to use her bathroom to use her bathroom instead but he went "nvm, i'll wait.by the time she gets dressed and all, i would be dressed already". WAAAH. what an insult pls. hurhur. so i get off the toilet and went "OMG you are so RIGHT!!" and my uncle was laughing like mad. they didnt thought i could hear. wtf la. haha. and for the record, i was dressed FIRST ok. hurhur. We went to That manhattan Fish market for lunch. the food is ok but i still prefer swensons. hahha. they have an outlet in PS here too. ok must try more things soon. after lunch we went around the shopping centre. after which we went home. i bought 4 ear rings and a skirt and i'm SO in love with it, haha. after which we wentt home. all of us slacked at my aunt's room again. it has almost everthing ok. haha. and very far away from the maid. hurhur. and my aunt got farhan to type a letter to the maid agency to complaint abt the maid. haha. it was such a sacastic letter, i swear. she didnt want the maid agent to like really understand what it was saying so the english was really big english. haha. how fun la. slept pretty late from all the laughters. lol. i could hardly wake up in the morning. my dad woke me up first. and then my mum and then my aunt. haha. and i didnt wake up at all. until farhan woke me up and then i realised it was really late. haha. so everything and all and left the house after the farewells. took the bus from kl cental and i reached home! how WOW!

See, i had a wonderful time there. haha. aunt and farhan coming here sometime later. hopefully farhan can drive me to school again like the other time. the new school location is so ANNOYING! im pissed. hurhur. And oh, i bought the book called "the 5 pple u will meet in heaven" and its really nice. though i have nopt read everything but it is nice la. haha. love.

happy belated birthday to Khairil! You are so annoying. Haha.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
2:49 AM

Saturday, December 24, 2005

I'm fucking excited. HE gave me his msn. HAHA. its not my fault if i fall in love. after all, i'm already obsessed. Lol. ok back to what i wanted to blog about...

We NEVER did asked you to change. I think its clear we dont even care.

I've realised that friends do come and go. some stay and others leave. the ones that stay may not necessarily be your best or even the closest. the ones that go may be your best. I have also witnessed for myself how promises are broken and how some people just take you in for who you are. I was never cursed in the past. But i'm very sure i've got blessings for now. Cause the ones who are actually here for me now are the ones who have always accepted things. They may not have been there for me then but they are here for me now, when i need them the most. They dont try to hide the truth to keep themself safe when there's a quarrel or fight. they are truthful and only want the best for everyone. i shall not bother about the past cus well, its not here anymore. i love my present and thats all i'm wishing for. They may not know things of the past but they are surely in my future. and the feeling that i feel now that i'm sure i've got them, its unexplainable. i'm elated for having such wonderful friends. And theres nothing much more i would ask for, except for the togetherness between us.

I know that friendship does'nt last. But i've been thinking, why dont we make it last? We shall forget those in the past and start anew. no melanholy mood.

Nadiah, we met way in Sec 1 and i've never regreted it since. Sure, there are moments where i cant stand your screams but i guess i annoy you the same. I'll always remember u for bringing the noise everywhere we go and things just ain't the same without you. i remember the sec 1 days where we use to exchange letters. and the sec 2 days where i was mostly away. and this sec 3 year where we definately bonded a lot better. though we've never been that close, you're definately one of the best and still is. you make me smile and i love you for everything. i'm definately looking forward for more times with you. cause you're my YELLOW DINOSAUR!! haha. love.

Atiqa, we met way in sec 1 too. but things were different then. haha. i remember a girl in malay class who had the same name as me. and same pencil box. hurhur. i was initially not very pleased with u. haha. wtf. ok no. i cant exactly remember how we got close and stuffings. but we became sisters. and that was in sec one seh. so many things happen in sec 1. haha. ok so again, i was away in sec 2. and its something i might never forgive myself for. i'm still so sorry for the bad year. but things got way better towards the end. and oh, i remember even when i wasnt close to you, we used to exchange letters. and you actually were tryin to help me go thru a phase in life. and i guess i might have never gone thru it if not for u. you were one of my pillars of strength. and love.

So there you go. Of course theres my Feeza but she wont read it here. haha. so its okay. she knows how much i love her too much. haha. and all the friends i've made this year. you guys are wonderfully great. thanks for the ultimate laughters! haha. and bitching. and hallucinating. hurhur.just love.

<3,
esmerelda is in <3.
constantly.

Moments spend with you are the moments i treasure.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:52 PM

Thursday, December 22, 2005

I'm here, wide awake again
This fear is something I called a friend
Hello again
It's been a while since I saw you here
I don't remeber you saying goodbye

This is indeed where our friendship ends.

<3.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:06 PM

Monday, December 19, 2005

im feeling really down. i have plunged to the lowest point i've ever been in years.

Don't ask me whats wrong with me cus thats exactly what i wish to ask you. How come you act like nothing's happened when something surely did. To tell you the truth, things have surely changed between us i dont see us being close friends again. You're fucking spoiled, annoying and everything else and i hate the fact that everyone has to give in to you. I hate your fucked up attitude. i hate it. and i hate u when u do that thing u do. i think i've emntioned this before but i cant stand your level of maturity. i wont sae its high but i wont say it low either. oh common, just say if u really do. not like we fucking care. and of you'd rather be there, then tell us. i'll be glad to let it slip away. how come i have to be in a good mood all the time and its okay for u to mood swing your fucking self. if theres some where else you'd rather then leave. leave. get out of my life. or at least stop making appearance in my life. you're not what i think you are all those while we spent together.

u've change into someone so different from how i knew u then. yes, totally different. i miss the old you. alot. i miss the times we had. you were than a best fren. i treated u like a sister. i even could cry myself when im with u. on the phone or even in person,despite my huge ego. and i wont forget what u wrote on the burfdae note last year. because i know it was true then. but peharps not anymore. you're different, you're not you. no more. i hate to say this but you are different. and u make me feel so depressed just being around u. as much as i miss u, i dont want this to be ever happen again. so i guess i'll move away from u and the happy people in your life now.

You and me

We used to be together

Every day together always

I really feel

I'm losing my best friend

I can't believe

This could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go

And if it's real,

Well I don't want to know

Our memories

They can be inviting

But some are altogether

Mighty frightening

It's all ending

I gotta stop pretending who we are...

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
3:38 PM

I went to school for maths with mr malek. Hurhur, the new school is'nt very woah actually. Maybe a little nicer but i'm not impressed. maybe i have'nt seen everything la but whatever. So after maths met mya tiqa and farhan. Tiqa had the picture taken for school organiser, for the new uniform. Lol, she looked like a very good girl laa! haha. So then we went to Alif's blk and he was with his sister and brother. His sister is wild and his brother is fucking cute. I bet he'll grow up to be super good looking la. haa. But, he's way younger so nevermind. haha. So we waited for alif's mum to come back then we can leave. Which was when tiqa and me bought coke. Arrrrr. It was terrilble. Seriously. After drinking, my head hurts like so bad balls. So we went macs after and i just could not stand my head hurting. So they ate and all. Farhan kept poking his straw into my mouth causing me to ACCIDENTLY sip some. haha. oh gosh, i cant stand coke nemore. you know how it feels like when u drink coke? u feel refreshed and stuff. but now, i think i've consumed too much caffeine and everything else, i keep feeling awwfully lethargic. Mya told me to stop drinking coke and farhan told me drink until i get totally high. Uh, i dont think either can happen. Lol. I'm suppose to meet them again for pool but my head fuckinly hurt. And terrible, there's school tmr with mr malek agen. hurhur.

I am thinking of you

In my sleepless solitude tonight

If it's wrong to love you

Then my heart just won't let me be right

'Cause I've drowned in you

And I won't pull through

Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me

Imagining I'm looking in your eyes

I can see you clearly

Vividly emblazoned in my mind

And yet you're so far

Like a distant star

I'm wishing on tonight

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
2:27 PM

A long time ago in China , a girl named Li-Li got married and went to live with her husband and mother-in-law. In a very short time, Li-Li found that she couldn't get along with her mother-in-law at all.

Their personalities were very different, and Li-Li was angered by many of her mother-in-law's habits. In addition, she criticized Li-Li constantly.

Days passed, and weeks passed. Li-Li and her mother-in-law never stopped arguing and fighting. But what made the situation even worse was that, according to ancient Chinese tradition, Li-Li had to bow to her mother-in-law and obey her every wish. All the angerand unhappiness in the house was causing Li-Li's poor husband great distress.

Finally, Li-Li could not stand her mother-in-law's bad temper and dictatorship any longer and she decided to do something about it. Li-Li went to see her father's good friend, Mr. Huang, who sold herbs.

She told him the situation and asked if he would give her some poison so that she could solve the problem once and for all.

Mr. Huang thought for awhile, and finally said,"Li-Li, I will help you solve your problem, but you must listen to me and obey what I tell you." Li-Li said, "Yes, Mr. Huang, I will do whatever you tell me to do."

Mr. Huang went into the back room, and returned in a few minutes with a package of herbs. He told Li-Li,"You can't use a quick-acting poison to get rid ofyour mother-in-law, because that would cause people to become suspicious. Therefore, I have given you a number of herbs that will slowly build up poison in her body. Every other day prepare some delicious meal and put a little of these herbs in her serving. Now, in order to make sure that nobody suspect! Its you when she dies, you must be very careful to act very friendly towards her. Don't argue with her, obey here very wish, and treat her like a queen." Li-Li was so happy. She thanked Mr. Huang and hurried home to start her plot of murdering her mother-in-law.

Weeks went by, and months went by, and every other day, Li-Li served the specially treated food to her mother-in-law. She remembered what Mr. Huang had said about avoiding suspicion, so she controlled her temper, obeyed her mother-in-law, and treated her like her own mother.

After six months had passed, the whole household had changed. Li-Li had practiced controlling her temper so much that she found that she almost never got mad or upset. She hadn't had an argument with her mother-in-law in six months because she now seemed much kinder and easier to get along with. The mother-in-law's attitude toward Li-Li changed, and she began to love Li-Li like her own daughter. She kept telling friends and relatives that Li-Li was the best daughter-in-law one could ever find.

Li-Li and her mother-in-law were now treating each other like a real mother and daughter. Li-Li's husband was very happy to see what was happening.

One day, Li-Li came to see Mr. Huang and asked for his help again. She said, "Dear Mr. Huang, please help me to keep the poison from killing my mother-in-law! She's changed into such a nice woman, and I love her like my own mother. I do not want her to die because of the poison I gave her." Mr. Huang smiled and nodded his head. "Li-Li, there's nothing to worry about. I never gave you any poison.The herbs I gave you were vitamins to improve her health. The only poison was in your mind and your attitude toward her, but that has been all washed away by the love which you gave to her."

HAVE YOU REALIZED that how you treat others is exactly how they will treat you? There is a wise Chinese saying: "The person who loves others will also beloved in return."
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Urm, i'm sure. Lol. :P

love,
esme`.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:46 AM

lol.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:29 AM

Sunday, December 18, 2005

You just can't believe me
When I show you what you mean to me
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you cannot see

You're hiding from feelings, searching for more
Sharing and hoping, untouched for so long
Our lives still change from the way that we were
And now I'll tell you something I think you should know
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you mean to me
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you cannot see

You cause me confusion, you told me you cared
He's calling these changes that last to the end
Ask me no questions, I'll tell you no lies
The past is your present, the future is mine
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you mean to me
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you cannot see

You tell me you need me, I'll make it this time
The thread won't divide us, the sensation survives
I was sure that I told you it was good from the face
You've caused me some problems, you've taken my place

Why can't you see what you mean to me?

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:13 PM

Friday, December 16, 2005

Went to get my ic done at about 2.
So the lady asked me "Errr, your religion is muslim right? ".
I wanted to laugh. hah.
And then went Arab street with my mum.
She spent almost $500 on herself there.
All the cloths to make into baju.
Hurhur.
And then she went " EH, where did my money go? "
So i pointed the bags i had to carry. haha.
And then we stop at some shop to get nabil food.
i ordered teh tarik!
Haha. its fuckin nice i swear.
i got addicted to it,eversince bedok corner came along.
Haha.

I dont know how things' are going to be tmr. hurhur.
But, whatever.

OH, so when i got home, guess what i found in my mailbox?
much to my surprise, a Good Progress Award!
i was like, " Eh, salah antar kut? "
And my brother gave me that look.
No, im serious.
Good progress award? Who's kidding who?
Hmm?
Ok so the award is of $150!
Arrrr, thanks, whoever YOU are.
Thanks for giving me hope again. Lol.

And, oh. i'll really miss 302.
I mean, most of us will still be together.
But not those i'm always hyper with.
Jeeva, farid, nicola.
Hurhur.
Who to disturb soyah with? No jeeva.
Who to joke about mr Rama with? No farid.
Who to get on chan soo geek's nerves with? No nicola.
And not forgetting the other 5.
Hmm.
Good things dont last, i suppose.
But, we're not good. Haha.
Very bad. Just ask ms teo. -_-.

In maths class, sitting beside soyah.
Jeeva behind, farid in front. Haha.
Disturbing soyah's breast and everything else!!! (i noe its mean but its fuckin funneh!)

In maths class, mr malek away.
Farid showed suyu porn in his phone.
Suyu went "EHH, not pain ah?"
and she went "OUCH!!!!"
EVERYBODY in class want to see. Haha.

Talkng crap with jeeva.
Where he goes "atiqa is my best fren"
which makes me laugh and then he'll laaugh. Lol.

In f&n room, doing practical with zhirong and mira.
We throwed chicken parts out of the window!!
Now, if only mdm ruk finds out...

In the library, sitting with farid and jeeva.
Mr rama was trying to keep us quiet.
And then Faird said "eh, mr rama got tattoo u know!"
and jeeva say "cannot see la"
Farid went "ofcourse la, tattoo green colour what. mr rama black. Grren and black, which one darker?"
Lol. that was pretty racist and all but whatever.

And well, there's so many other crappy tings but well, i cant remember.
haha.

i want to grow old rich, famous and live in a house full of cats.
and i'm fucking serious.
abt the rich and famous and all.
cus i want to play golf everyday!!!!
and oh full of cats!
oooh which reminds me!
i went to take my cat just now at the other house.
So the auntie let us in ah.
and OMGGGG her son is FUCKING CUTE!!!!!!
hurhur.

And well, radhea wants to do live in a house full of piglets.
well, she'll have them pretty soon.
she's preg-nant what.
Eh wait, pigs give birth or lay egg????
hmmm?

<3nfairydust
esme`!

Happy burfday to Diana and Robin!
Lovely sagittarius babies. :P

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:54 PM

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Where were you when I was burned and broken? While the days slipped by from my window watching. Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless? Because the things you say and the things you do surround me. While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words. Dying to believe in what you heard. I was staring straight into the shining sun.

Lost in thought and lost in time. While the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted. Outside the rain fell dark and slow. While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime. I took a heavenly ride through our silence. I knew the moment had arrived. For killing the past and coming back to life.

I took a heavenly ride through our silence. I knew the waiting had begun. And headed straight into the shining sun.

Happy 3 months to Feeza&me! :P

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
4:53 PM

Tidak kah kau tahu ku masih menyayangi?
leka lena terdengar suaramu
tidak ku lupa bila bersamamu
tapi kini terluka jua...

pedihnya hatiku terdengar kisahmu
pabila perbualan orang
kau ditunangkan dengan jejaka lain,
selain diriku...

bila ku merenung wajahmu yang ayu,
teringat sejarah kita berdua
takkan ku lupakan, peristiwa bersama
tapi kini, kau jauh, meninggalkan aku...

Tak pernah aku termimpi,
akan terjadi bergini
apalagi berpisah dengan mu,
aduhai kekasihku....

Oh -, aku cinta padamu
Oh -, engkau la kekasihku
Oh -, kembali la sayangku,
Seperti waktu dahulu...
______________________________________________________

i cannot take this any longer. i have to meet khairil!
lovelovelove&fairydust.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
2:15 AM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

Yaya's excited. LOL.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
5:08 PM

I dont know how to explain it to you. I dont know how make you stop trying. Its fucking annoying and i dont know how to break it to you. How come you don't get what i've been trying to pull across? How come nothing of what i've said to you, most of which to make you stop trying comes to no avail? At first it was okay but boy its getting so fucking annoying. Seriously. How come you dont realise that i've been lying all this while? its so fucking obvious i dont want to meet you balls. Excuses after excuses i've been telling and yet you keep on coming. Geesh.

Okay so yesterday was fucked up fun! Haha. Dhea woke me up at 12.45. We were suppose to be meeting at 1.30! But i took my time to bath and such. I wanted to be late. Haha. By the time i was ready, it was 1:35. So i called Dhea and she said we're meeting at 2 instead. So i took myy time and went to sheng shiong supermarket. bought some snacks. And a bottle of coke for myself. :PPP. So made my way to Bedok central bustop B. Alif, yaya and shalu were already there. So, DHEA WAS LATE. ahah. And then it started to rain. and we tried to compromise to where were going. but i insisted the beach and not somewhere under a void deck. -_-. So we waited for the rain to stop. And we were pretty hungry and we ate some nutella bread at the moment. Lol. Took 31 and then walked to East coast BEACH. Hmm. We went to macs first. Yaya wanted fries. Dhea wanted ice cream. And then the two always-never-act-their-age didnt want to share with each other. Buahee. Then we went for our picnic. Haha. Sat and ate stuffings. And, yaya's child would be TALL and dhea's child would be short. Well, i'm not kidding anyone. :PPPPPP. Haha.

So then hanna arrived. Dhea wanted to fetch her. And i wanted to tag along. but obviously if i did then i would have seen the EGGS right. Gee. So them she came. And some annoying things happened. Errgh. And then before i knew it eggs started to FLY. WOAHHH. A lot of eggs boy. 15? :PPPP. Thanks a lot guys. IT WAS SO SMELLY balls. There were serioulsy moments where i wanted to vomit. Seriously, egg yolk is fucking smelly especially when u have it all over u. And especially on your hair. And all u annoyers refused to get in the water for whatever reasons. all EXCUSES. Except for hanna though. She went in! haha. In fact we were the only ones in water while the rest...were i think, picnic-ing. And OH, the banglahs! They were practically watching our every move. Dhea's interested. :PPPPPPPPPPPP.

So hanna and me were in water and all. Buahee. We were talking CRAP siah all the time. And it was like when the rest asked us to ge off. we walked back like as if we're drunk balls. ahah. i LOVE hanna! haha. So then we cleaned up the mess and all. And we made our way to gelare. And yes, hanna n me were soaking wet when we got in. ahha. So then dhea and shalu brought in the ICE cream with candles. Haha. And then they sang ME the song. :PP. So we ate the ice cream. and took a fucked up video. We were lauging like nobody's problem seh. haha. And nadiah said PUBIC HAIR at the most stupid thing. hahhaa. PUBIC HAIR!!!!!!!!! LOL. and the - girls way to take picture pose. HAHA. TWIST! :PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.

So then Hanna and me took a cab home. She's going back to her grandmere's house. The taxi driver was a very funneh APEK! haha. I asked him how many expressways in singapore and he went "You don't know ah?" and i was like "NO laa.. how many ah?" and he went.."err i also dunno laaa!". aha. And he said that IKEA is opening at Tampines! Ow those lucky tampine-ers. Blehness i swear. So i got home and bathed balls. I shampooed and conditioned my hair for a few times. Buahee. And oh! my had already left when i reached. haha. :PPP. So then she said she wanted to visit her cousin.

That woman's baby died in her stomach. Geesh.i know. is'nt it scary. And the thing is she didnt even realise it until she went for her appointment and they doctor said the heartbeat's gone. Arrr. she looked sad balls. I mean, she was already pregnant for almost 8 months seh. And it was suppose to be a baby girlll! (x

So got home and i used the computer. Haha. KIEF rocks!!!!!!!! HAHA. He talks EXCELLENT CRAP laa. Haha. Seriously, most pple would go HUH? when i crap but he make ME go HUH? and then laugh my ass off. Haha. :PPPPPP. I'm his young padwan and he's my master jedi. LOL. No, i dont watch star wars but he taught me well. Hhaha. And i'm constantly pulling your LEGS and HANDS and FINGERS! :PPPPPPPPP.

Long and tiring day balls!
Thhanks to everyone who is still wishing me happy burfdae!

<3,
esme`!

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
3:54 PM

Sunday, December 04, 2005

I didnt celebrate my birthday cus my burffdae's not today. Haha. YOU (all those i annoyed yesterday) know when. Haha. :PPPPPP

Tmr's Levan's burfdae! HAHA. He went " yay one day difference!". Lol.
Needless to say, sagittarius babies are created to do GREAT things.
YOU know i'm not lying when i say that.
Thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday.
Surprisingly, vivek was ffirst. arrr, childhood fren ok. HAHA.
and the rest blah blah blah.

I heard bhumi's tryin to an open for Radja, an indonesian band tryin to break it malaysia. :PP
Well, all the best. Just, i dunno how. Considering the blah blab blab and blah...

And OHHH, guess what my FAT cat, mas did for ME?
Haha, he actually fell OFF the kitchen window.
Yeah, how sweet right. Geesh.
Well, no. hhaha. He was sitting by the window and my mum was ironing some clothes.
and then she heard a LOUD sound. Like "someone throwing HEAVY rubbish down".
So she didnt bother. until a while, she heard a cat's meowings like really LOUD from downstairs.
she looked downstairs and oh wells...:PPPP
i LOVE my FAT cat. He did a stunt for me. but i wasnt at home though.

Dad's leaving tmr night. Gee, how to go picnic?
I seriously hopes he's ok with it.
He's been complaining, everytime he call singapore, i'm not around.
He NEVER calls when i'm stuck at home.
Thanks a lot.

And last but not least,
KHAIRILLLL!!!!
His song made it to #3 in just less than a week it's been on air.
I dont like that song. Cause of its STUPID tittle.
And that voice, arrr, cannot beat mine.- suck rememer?. haha.
:P

Atiqa's leaving tmr for camp.
I'll miss you huns.
muchhh.

i'm in love with :PPPP.

i love rocknroll cause it fills my soul.

P/s: to all those who commented in my LJ, i've replied. (=

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:44 PM

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Khairil.

I don't mind a one night stand.

Don't ask me why.

Cut me some slack, we've never met.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
5:47 PM