SAVE ME; someone's bound to hear my cries.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

- Muse's Unintended.

Don't I just love this song!! Its so beautiful, it hurts inside. Hurhur.

Stadium for the match between S'pore and Thailand with AtiqaBelo, Nadiah, Daryl, Irfan, Rishi and Alif. Met Iman Nashoha there where he joined us and three of Atiqa's M.I friends joined us too. Oh, we also met Zach and his new gf! I realised that he finally graduated from Ping Yi lah! Lol okay, so mean. Plus haha S'pore won can! Huhu. Fuck the referee can! So bloody annoying.

Overall, I had fun, I think. Its difficult to have too much fun when your mind's somewhere else for more then half the time, you know. Bleh. The rest who were heading east went for dinner/supper at Kembangan while those heading west/north, like Atiqa's friends and Iman left. I, went home, alone.

I think he's so damn adorable. huahua. But whatever, no feelings or emotions involved. Now, can someone please be free tomorrow? I want to go somewhere and like, talk and shop and talk more. Can anybody please be the someone? Pretty please? I'll get you something, either a caramel frap (starbucks) OR a caramel ice blended (coffee bean)!! With whip cream, no problem!! ((:

Before you.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:59 PM

Met up with the gang just now. But then again, who exactly do I mean when I say the gang? So maybe I shall just do them a favour and mention each and everyone's name here? Haha. Lets see, today, the gang was made up of Feeza, Kak Nura, FarhAn, Atiqah(Belo), Saidi, Fadly (or is it Fadli?) and Rifah! I was missing each and everyone of them real bad so meeting them was like an anti-drug. Haha.

The meeting was for a while though. We also bumped into Nadiah who was down and depressed. I'm sorry love I know I did'nt make you feel better. But you know I'm still here, okay! (: We went our separate ways at about 8pm? Kak nura, Rifah, An and Saidi took the train home so it was Nadiah, Atiqa, Feeza, Fadly and myself waiting for the buses. Ok lah, Feeza and Nadiah was to walk home but they sort of waited for our buses to come. Even so, not exactly. Lol.

And I simply cannot wait for tomorrow (okay,later today actually) where we'll be going for the Singapore Vs Thailand match. Okay. Not we. Cuz I don't know who to go with. Hurhur. Let's just hope we'll all meet at the stadium and sit together, you know. So I won't miss anybody, if any. :) But anyway, we'll be supporting Singapore but I have this feeling Thailand's going to win. For whatever reasons, can! Hurhur.

Anyway, on a random note, My Childhood Friend, My Ex-Schoolmate, My Ex-Classmate, My Colleague, My Customer's Patner, My Bestfriend's Partner, My Soulmate's Partner, Mira aka Mimibird, now has a BLOG! (:

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
1:58 AM

Monday, January 29, 2007

I've been thinking alot lately, about this, that and what. I'm only turning seventeen this year and boy, do I feel older in so many ways. I would'nt say I've experienced too much in life cuz there's so much more, I'm sure. But sometimes, I feel so tired and confused. Its like suddenly the path's not straight anymore. And most of the time, I really cannot seem to understand why.

If there's any word best to describe my situation, it would be lost. I really don't know what I'm feeling, why and what I'm going to do next. Often I'm surrounded by friends, family and colleagues. Sometimes I feel so alone even around them. Sometimes I feel I should be alone but I can't just leave.

There's this fine line between the urge of wanting to let my contipated thoughts and feelings out and not wanting to be so naive till someone decides to stab me in the back -again. Often I'm overwhelmed by the latter. Sometimes I think I'm being way too paranoid. I try my best to let someone in but my trust for him/her is often restricted in a certain way or another. Why? Tell me now cuz I need to know.

Because now, when I really need someone to listen, I feel alone. Sure, I know a friend or two who might be reading it and find this a rudicule cuz I they think I tell them alot of things. But the truth remains. Somethings a girl just keep inside.

And then it goes back to the moment a friend gave me a purple ribbon. It was not an orginal, but it meant alot to me cuz I felt her sincerity. You give that purple ribbon to someone who truly makes a difference in your life. The ribbon says, "Who You Are Makes A Difference". This ribbon has saved many lifes and relationships. I was once told of the story of the purple ribbon, but I guess I'll save it for maybe next time.

So you see, I'm still in search of that someone who can read my heart inside out. It's not too much from someone, really. I just want to meet that person who truly deserves a purple ribbon. Tell me if you're the one? (:

Seriously, the whole reason why I even had this blog (and STILL do) is because I'm often lonely. And bored. And sleepy.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:54 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
He could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:50 PM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Now, check THIS OUT!

(: I MISS MY LONG STRAIGHT HAIR!!

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:59 PM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

This is going to be a rather short entry because, for once, I'll have to sleep early. Because, for once, I am going to HAVE to wake up early.

Anyhow, went to TP open house just now (saturday), with Atiqah and NadiahAnwar. Okay lah, I woke up late so I met them there. Veterinary Technology has only 30 intakes for next year. Interesting or what. Hurhur. But whatever. Visual communications is cool lah but I cannot fucking draw lah. Then engine school still cannot seem to excite me. hurhur. And i did'nt even take a look at communications and media management lor. Funny how things can change or what. hoho.

Met my darlingggg Toncet!! Wah toncet, I miss and love you, can? Haha. And Toncet ah, you wore pink shirt or what!? Cool lah. haha. Toncet ah, we must plan our date, wokay! We go eat egg tart, drink caramel frap and sit under a coconut tree, wokay? The coconut tree stictly at Pa(sir)ris, wokay? Don't let the Pisang kontot know about it wokay, I sense some jealousy in her tag lah. Anything call me, wokay! My toncet darling!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (= WOKAY!?

After that we made our way to Tampines Mall. Had a hard time deciding where we're gonna have our lunch. Cuz Atiqah said since we were going to East coast for a rather heavy dinner, we should not have a heavy lunch. Padahal,padahal! Heavy dinner ke pe!!? Anyhoos, settled with Long John Silvers, which Atiqah really wanted. Ate and then made our way to CityHall and took the FREE bus to Milienna Walk.

Nadiah was working at 7pm at Coffee Club Milienna Walk. Wah seh, same outlet as our dearest Fauzan lah! So we went to CCMW for, hmm tea? Haha. Tea or what. We(Atiqah and me) had strawberry and chocolate milkshake and shared calamari rings. Fauzan is super duper nice lah. Talking to him is always so funny. He's excellent can. Afterall, he's the one who got Atiqah and me the job at CCS. I mean, he interviewed both of us and initially did not know we had planned the whole thing. haha. But anyway he said he's coming back to CCS sometime next week! Shiok or what!!! (= And i can't believe we told him about - can. haha. But anyway, Nadiah started working, like so cute like that!! LOL. And so Dhea came at about 7pm and we left.

We walked to Marina Square which is really really my FAVOURITE shopping centre can. Haha. We wanted to play pool but it was oh so expensive. And dhea and me did'nt feel like bowling. So we walked around, bought two more pairs of earrings. haha. And the three of us got the same nike wallet!! Same colour and all lah. haha. I LIKE! So then we made our way to esplanade and the gig was still on at DXO. But Wayne said the last band was playing so not worth it lah. And so WE TOOK THE BOAT RIDE! Lol. Damn shiok please! Its like Atiqah and me always wanted to take the ride lah! woohoo. Excellence please. We took many many pictures so wait for Atiqah to blog, wokay? (: Got the pictures of a honeymoon couple also. The background all cool lah. I mean, not bad la, quite romantic. (;

I had heaps of fun today. Did'nt you? (:

Work tomorrow from 1PM to 11PM!! Okay not tmr but later. Craziness or what. Hurhur.Which means, I'll be getting 105 dollars only for working 3 days in this week lah!! Rich right. Then not forgetting the past weeks also. WAH. WAH. WAH. Cannot wait for my pay check please. huhu. And so the time is almost 3am and why am I not sleeping? Cuz I've not removed my contacts lenses!! Tsk tsk tsk, bad eye habit can. bleh.

okay thanks for reading not so short as promised entry. haha. love you all. bye!

why do you have to be so perfect, mr perfect?

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
10:43 AM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Hello my lovely lovely lovely lovely readers. (:

Today was good. I think. Mum woke me up early early and we made our way to the Pan Pacific hotel at Johore. My auntie and uncle from KL were staying there and my uncle had business stuff to attend so mum and me accompanied my aunt in the lovely hotel room. We had lunch at the hotel buffet restaurant and the deserts were like shiok, i swearr. Then we did some shopping and I trimmed my hair!! I was so scared the lady was going to cut my hair short but luckily she listened well and seriously only trimmed.

The sales there is'nt so good as the ones we have in singapore. (Think:FOX) nyeh. But I managed to grab like 3 tops, a dress and, and, and ah, thats all. haha. nothing much too appealing, except for the MNG DENIM jacket which was going on for RM79 but bloody fucker, got no more size. How annoying, I know.

I have FINALLY made up mind about where I'm heading to after the release of our results. I wanna be just like Steve Irwin. (: I want to open my own zoo! Haha. Yes, I'm going to study Veterinary Medicine, insyaallah. The thing is, that course is not offered in any university in singapore and only ONE university in Malaysia. So I'm applying for that. Hopefully, I get into the foundation year, which is for a year and then I can straight away do my degree, which would take 5 years. But seeing that its the only institution to offer veterinary medicine, my chances are some-what slim cuz I would be considered as an international student and priorities are given to the bumiputeras, so boohoo. But nevermind lah, I believe if there's a will, there's a way. And since I really want to do this, I believe I'll get there. (:

Susah susah, I take up Veterinary Technology in TP, (waste 3 years!!) and then apply for admission into an overseas university. But ass lah, that would take up 8 years of my life. For what right, when I can save two years! Insyaallah, by the time I finish the 6years I would be about 23 or 24. If 8 years, I would be 26! No, no. I have to be married by then, okay! Hahah. Okay yeah whatever. hurhur. My point is, WHY waste two bloody years of my life! (Those two years can be used to like plan my wedding you know!)

I know I've always been saying that I want to do a Mass communication course and all. Lets just say I've done some thinking and thanks to people around me who made me realise things. AND ALSO those cats at east coast park! I promise, when I become a vet, I'll do something to help them! OR I'll build a shelter for them to feel loved. Insyaallah!! (: And oh, the thought of the animals I would save makes me smile. Pray for me, okay you all! But then I know lah, if God has decided I do something else, then so be it. But then, I won't ever give up on this. I would whatever okay!! Even if it means re-doing my Olevels. I mean it!

Someone has to change the fate of these animals. Why not me? From now on, the picture that shall motivate me:

Haha, right. Bye loves. (:

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:05 PM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Hello, loves.

I've just finished watching A Walk To Remember for the gazillion-ed time on youtube and boy, Landon Carter is the sweetest boy ever. (: The part where he held Jamie and fought with his best friend for hurting Jamie's feelings. The part when he showed her that she was at two places at once, and then he hugged her. When he put on the fake butterfly tattoo for her and sweetly blew the area and touched it softly. And then when she told him how she felt about him, "Its like the wind, I can feel it but I can't see it." THEN she told her dad that she loves Landon!! Aww how sweet. AND he had a STAR named after her!! And they way they sat under the stars. You know, I can go on and on and this is tiring.

ahh, wonders of being in love. Love, not lust. not infatuation.

But seriously, what the hell is wrong with me. What the hell am I talking about!? But really, what happens when you finally find someone who make you understand the true meaning of love and certainly have faith in you but that person just have to leave you? Thats probably the saddest thing ever eh? But I'm not sure about that, really, I don't know!

One thing's for sure. I've never been in love. I do love many many people and things but I've never fallen in love. You want to know why? Because I believe that if all of it had been love, truly, then it would have last. I would still have the feelings I had then. But of course I don't feel anything anymore. So you see, I've never been in love! As simple as 1,2,3.

But there's this fine line between infatuation and love. Often times people are confused and fooled by the slight difference. Slight difference, but huge meaning in between. Right now, at this very moment, I think I am in between. and I, my fellow bloggers, am confused. And everyday, my confusion grows. For now, let;s keep the infatuation/lust burning cuz well, its kind of fun, you know. hurhur.

When I fall in love, it would be forever.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:24 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:34 PM

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
10:19 AM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Work was fun fun fun. I had such great company, yet again. Siti, Meili, Shahrin, Rizal and the full timers are love! (: Next week's schedule is crazy and annoying. I'll be working tomorrow, from 3pm to 11pm and Sunday, from 2pm to 11pm. Like HELLO Mr Penly, why so big a gap? ): I told Penly to change the Sunday to another day but he say its not possible. Dang.

and now I think he's better of a friend. Really. Cuz we make such great friends, I can even see him as my best friend. (= Looks like absence is going to make my heart grow fonder. Nyeh.

I've been searching the web for handphone websites and I think SonyEricsson has the best, user friendly and informative website. I think I want to get either W850i or K800i. The former, which is the phone Atiqa is currently using appeals more to me actually. The only Nokia phone I would consider would be the XpressMusic phone but its just so so so ugly. Bluek. Motorola phones are mostly flip phones and I don't think I want to get them cuz its too similiar to my current beau, motorazor pink. I don't hate it, but I've become oh so tired just by looking at the pink colour and all.

So Atiqa, fancy having the same hot hot hot and saucy handphone? (:

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:59 PM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Hello, world.

Today, out of all days, I was woken up by a very very very scary dream. It was so scary, I was extremely terrified. I'm not going to say what it is. Because I think its too scary to be said verbally. But because of the scary dream, I actually woke up at 10.18 in the morning. Interesting. (:

I watched teevee, bathed, changed and left my house to meet AtiqaBelo at Kembangan. We made our way to Marina Square and I swear I love that place. Probably my favourite shopping centre, really. Walked around, THE SALES ARE CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY; I LIKE! (= Ate lunch at Breeks and I swear I don't ever want to eat at that place anymore. Nyeh.

We met Radhea after lunch and we went shopping for Radhea's baby's clothes. ((: When I have a baby myself, my baby will the sexiest and hottest and hippest kid around, I swear!!! With shops like Fox baby, Fox Kids and Guess Kids, who say cannot!!? D:

After that, we went shopping for ourselves!!! OMG people, Fox is LOVE. I won't say why, haha but really, Fox is love. And I reallly want to get the mustard coloured top from U2. Excellence or what. huahuahua. Too bad this eeediot still have not bank in her cheque. OR ELSE, she wound'nt be done till like, now! Sales to DIE for la, i swear!!

Later near to six, Atiqa went off to work and Radhea and me went home. Once I got home, removed contacts, bathe! So hot okay. hoho. And the I got all ready again and waited for Feeza and Ria to reach Bedok. Yes, this time I had to wait. But at home ah. haha. After the reach bedok, I leave my house. hoho. Standard ah, no one can come after me. If you know what I mean. heh. We then hence made our way to Nural's pit at Ecp. (=

HAPPY ADVANCED 18TH BIRTHDAY, NURAL! (:

I must say, I had fun there. Thanks to the presence of certain people who too, can make me smile, (: AND laugh real hard. ((((: You guys are truly something special!! Thanks for making me laugh so cannnot make it eh! HEART-ATTACK!! Haha. I love every single one of you! =D

Even the auntie taxi damn funny lah! I was getting excited at first. I wanted an uncle taxi, you know, to maybe flirt with. hahaha. Skali auntie lah! ): But nvm lah, she say she also give free service like our uncle. heh. Thanks eh auntie taxi! she even tag our board ah! Not bad eh!!! And oh, she and her "I dunno about mrt, I only drive taxi. You ask about taxi, I know!". LOL. Thanks ehhhh.

Anyway, I love days spent like today. I feel satisfied cuz I did'nt waste a day doing nothing. hurhur. But my work days for next week is going to kill me, big time. I swear. I don't think I'll get to meet the boy. But then again, that might be good. (: At least a time off from constant heart attacks. And oh, I'm pretty much conviced this is just a phase I'm going through. Things like this won't last, I hope. All I should do now is, well, continue hoping and wishing that it would not last!!

You know, I'm just the kind of girl who feels so hurt inside out and yet smile for the world.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:59 AM

Friday, January 12, 2007

Dear heart,

I recently met a guy. Prepare to shatter.

You can't eat, you can't sleep, you can weep when you love someone. Feels extreme when you dream, and you scream when you love someone. Don't you know, I will go, if you show that I can break through.

There's a danger in loving somebody too much. And its sad when you know its your heart you cannot trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Like a fool who will never see the truth, I keep thinking something's going to change.

Someone to hold you tight,someone to make you feel all right. Everyday and night, I wish I was your someone. Someone to hold you when you're weak, someone to make you feel complete.

Hello boy. I go crazy, when I look in your eyes. You mr marry-able. (=

we'll see how long this last...

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
1:08 PM

I think miss a particular friend.

She was'nt exactly the nicest but she was something. She may have hurt me in four ways or another but I never really despise her. Sincerely, what she did to me was really painful, at that point of time. I don't feel betrayed anymore. But once in a while it really makes me wonder, if a true friend would do that to you. Okay, dismiss true. Would a friend ever do something they know could very well make you feel like you should end your life? I don't think so.

I think I tend to Forgive and Forget. I get over it, yes, I forgive you. But though I don't ever talk about it again, that does'nt mean I forget. Perharps there's something about me that I myself did not know. Maybe it happens subconsciously. There was many moments of which we spent together, where I find myself thinking, What the hell am I doing here, with her? Was'nt she the one who tried to take it all from me? Why am I being sooo nice and caring to someone who clearly does'nt deserve this friendship I'm offering?

Despite all that, its a wonder how I cried with her when she was down and sad. Its wonder how we could spend hours on the phone, talking about nothing at all, just laughing our asses off. Its a wonder, I tell you. A wonder.

Seeing her change into someone so distant was a heart wrenching journey. Sometimes I wonder if its the fault of those around her, why did we let her change so extremely? Why did'nt we care? How come it did'nt slap us in the face when we realised how wild she became? Why was I so being such a bad friend? Why? Why?

I wish things would turn out like it was before. But like all the similar wishes, it would'nt.

The history will never be a future, of that I'm sure.

There's no such thing as "Like it was before" or "Just like how we used to be" in any friendships or relationships. Once time has passed, once the hurt is done, its over. It really is over.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:59 AM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

love at first sight = hormonal imbalance.

(:

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
10:05 AM

Monday, January 08, 2007

Needless to explain, I hardly ever wake up early in the morning anymore. So whats up with all the calls and sms-es i receive as early as what, 7am? An attempt to wake me up? Nyeh, fat hope. Most of the time I realise that my phone is vibrating because its under my pillow. But I wouldnt bother looking at all. And then the cool part is that I would start dreaming that I've actually read the message and even reply to it. So when I finally do wake up, I seriously don't remember who sms-ed me. Of course, it was really nobody.

Get it?

And its so unfair cuz (: is working today and i'm not. hurhur.

Okay whatever.

I'm going off to meet Feeza and An so bye you loves! (:

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:18 PM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Hello loves! (:

I know, I know. I have not been updating and my last update was such a WTF entry. haha. But whatever, I love PH, I love Stars Are Blind, I love coffee club siglap and I love my colleagues. Okay, not all my colleagues but yeah you get it. Heh heh.(:

I find myself in such a working mood this week. I worked on New Year's day, 2nd day of New Year, today and I'll be working again tomorrow. haha. I usually dread having to change and leave my house early just so i don't have to waste cab money. But thing's different now. haha. I get super excited and I leave my house early enough to not have to take cab to work. Hurray! Thats like six dollars saved each time okay!!

Yesterday was such a well spent day. i did something EVERYONE around me think is impossible - I woke up early. 6.30am, to be exact. Not bad eh! Considering how the slept at 2am the night before. Nuratiqahbteharoon, I'm proud of you! (= Despite waking up early, I was still late. Lol. Was supposed to meet Soyah, Nazura and Feeza at Feeza's void deck at 8am but I fucking could not get a cab. Bleh. Anyhows, we made our way to school to collect our cheques. Met Mr Martin and Mdm Rubiah at the office! Boy, I miss them both. ): After collecting our cheques, we made our way to bedok interchange by cab. (We're all out to make those uncles richer or what!!?)

Soyaah went off to meet Lynette at the mrt station while naz, feeza and me went to slack at MacD. We talked some random and stupid stuffings. I don't remember much exactly but I remember laughing like an ass. haha. After which uncle fetched Naz to work so feeza and me made our way to Eunos mrt to meet Sarah, Diyanah and Ria. And we went to SP! Met a few people unexpectedly. Like seriously, unexpectedly. Lol.

We were sitting down and some lecturer was talking about marine engineering and shit. i swear i'm not interested. lol. but anyway while he was talking i thought i saw a familiar face looking my way. I was like i know this guy!!! but from where? lol. And shortly after that i received a text from my cousin Syaira. Yes, that boy is her boyfriend. haha. And we walked around the place and i managed to stop by and meet my cousin. she's such a sweetie, really. (: And then we saw Irdawati. Not sure if she remembers us though. haha. and then we met that boy who use to be the head prefect in ping yi. We seriously don't remember his name but, haha, he's Asraf's brother. Atiqa, you know him name don't you? The brother of your ex boyfriend? haha. And then, we saw ummar. ahahha. omg it was so -_- i swear. Feeza and me were just talking about him la! And of course Feeza had to kecoh kecoh call out his name. omg so malu-ating i swear. grr.

After SP we made our way to Orchard for lunch. I had laksa. And i'm still wondering why i ordered it. And then we went to meet someone and walked around orchard. Fuck. I love all the sales going on. Like seriously. 50% sale!? Bring it to me man! I got a few things from U2 and mango which was going for half price. Siallah, i go crazy i swear!! sales are love! (:

And then I came up with this stupid thing about how we might see Paris Hilton walking pass us in orchard. haha. Don't ask why, i was pretty much high on stars are blind cuz it reminds me of the boy. (: We spent our whole afternoon in town and finally made our way back to Bedok. Managed to meet Rifah and Kak Nura!! And haha, Rifah was also high on Paris Hilton! (: Wanted to follow Rifah and Kak nura to tampines to meet An and Feeq but i did'nt want to go home alone later on since they all live in paris and tampines itself. But i was being stupid cuz i totally forget Feeq has to alight at bedok too. dang!

So instead I made my way to Coffee Club Siglap to COLLECT MY FIRST PAY CHEQUE!!! (= Atiqa and Mira and Xiao ping was working so it was like so fun. lol. I stayed at the office for sometime while xiao ping had her dinner. We were talking about some politics going on there. heh. heh. heh!!! but whatever. lol. I did something stupid, out of world and stupid stupid stupid. i wont say what but mira guessed it straight away when i smiled at her funneh. then again, i don't know what i'm going to do with it. nyeh.

I was very tired by the time i reached home. Talked to An for a while. He was in the mood to let me speak this time so it was fun fun fun. Cuz i got to speak this time. hahaha. I don't remember what we were talking about but i remember telling him about the boy and An said he might know him!! omg he was so lying. haha. then Hazimah called him and i got to listen to listen to them talking. very boring, really. Lol. I hung up and slept like i always do - Like A Pig. (: (:

If only my everyday is like yesterday, so well spent. Haha. See, what good i brings to wake up early. Nyeh nyeh nyeh. I'm working again tomorrow, with mira!!! (: I hope I'm not working on Monday (unless the boy is working!) so that I can go catch those Post-christmas sales! ((: Till then, love your butts! :D

PS: Count the number of (:'s there is in this entry!!

Because you make me smile.
(:

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:59 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007

Stars Are Blind ((:

I don't mind spending some time

Just hanging here with you

Cuz I don't find too many guys

That treat me like you do

Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride

But when I walk their talk is suicide

Some people never get beyond their stupid pride

But you can see the real me inside

And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

If you show me real love baby

I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty

Be the devil and angel too

Got a heart and soul and body

Let's see what this love can do

Baby i'm perfect for you

I could be your confidante

Just one of your girlfriends

But I know that love's what you want

If tomorrow the world ends

Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?

Now tell me who have you been dreaming of

At night at home? oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

If you show me real love baby

I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty

Be the devil and angel too

Got a heart and soul and body

Let's see what this love can do

Baby i'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling

This moment is critical

Might be me feeling

It could get physical, oh no, no no

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

If you show me real love baby

I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty

Be the devil and angel too

Got a heart and soul and body

Let's see what this love can do

Baby I'm perfect for you

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
1:24 PM

Monday, January 01, 2007

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
7:52 AM