I don't want to mention names cause it might change YOUR point of view towards me.

Ok so I PLEASE don't ask me who that was for. If it is for you, then you should know. If you don't think so then don't bother open your mouth about it to me.

Cause i'm pissed. Pissed with my life. No. pissed with what life have bought me to. And I'm so sure about that. Eh why cant school rest me for a while? I mean,hey seriously there are MUCH more important things I should be thinking of rather that that stupid F&N homework or my FREAKY report book - which I actually gotten back. Eh fuck u know, I hate miss teo so much than I can ever remember. You know how you can hate someone without a reason? Well yeah. Exactly whats happening between us. Ok not between us. Only me. I hate her to dolmat.

Oh stop asking me questions will you? Stop asking me why I do this and why I don't do that. It doesn't even make sense ALL the time. Since school started, I've had a roller coaster ride of ups and DOWNS. Hell yeah. I feel so happay ,on top of the world one moment and then I remember I shouldn't be too happy. No. I should be happy. But I CANT. I mean, eh life is totally UNPREDICTABLE. You never know what will happen next. But sometimes I know what will happen but I let myself go through it. Why? I DON'T know.

I try so hard not to put so much hope on someone or something but I cant help it. When I fall, I fall so hard its hard to ever get back up. I know, cause I still have not recovered from the pain when I fell and got lied too-which happened errr more than a year ago. Yes. Call me weak. I DON'T care. Cause I guess I am.

Eh yaya,remember yesterday night you asked me if I'm over him? Oh, I lied. Because I am not. You're not alone darling. But I'm sorry I lied. I have this ego to feed. Like even though I love him, I don't want him to ever know that. Cause I'd be the weaker part then. Eh fuck him to the max please.
Oh which reminds me. I CANT BELIEVE YOU KNOW MY COUSIN LAA. *winks at yaya* Ok nuff said.

i can't stand people who put up such a front which could so be seen through. if you aren't happy just say so. don't have to go around saying that it's fine but give me that *fuck* face when i talk. or stare at me like as if i've got a sign on top of my head saying. "heyy stare at me" like oh my GOD grow up la. ok this brings me to a girl in class who is not entirely my cuppa tea. for some reason i think that wasn't the proper usage for that cliche line. but, she freaks me out. She touches every girl around. Oh I shouldn't get into that. Why? Cause she use to be a friend. :)

OK ENOUGH RANDOM RANTINGS.

Ooh hoo. I'm so freaking tired. Just came back from school. I had a shosshing time in school. I skipped English class. *EVIL LAUGH* not that I care anyway. Oh which reminds me : get my F&N coursework done by THURSDAY. THURSDAY. Or rukshana shall screw me. Oh maybe, JUST MAYBE I should absent myself on Thursday. Friday, we'll have the Amazing race shit. What can she do right?

OH I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY. I shall jump into East Coast Beach and wash my problems away. Hopefully my report book would be back by then. I'm not so scared about it lah. I failed combine humanities - DUH and bio/chem.. HAHA. No I pass BIO but I fail chemistry. Eh I don't care lah.

I had so much fun with jeeva in maths. Haha, as usual. I swear that guy really can make me laugh u know. Haha. What a super crappy guy. He always gets me in the mood. Especially when he's with farid. Oh yeah. I love my classmates lah. My luohan gang members. - jeeva ,farid ,stella ,lulu, zhirong, Raymond, Nicola and the rest my loves. Haha. They NEVER fail to make me smile
like I should. I'm glad.

If only YOU could only see MY point of view, what I see when I look at YOU.