Monday, October 31, 2005
Lets make this short and simple. i have'nt been updating and such. i really have no mood. cause really, if i dont make it to 4E, i dont noe what crazy thing i would do. its like i just wont know how to face anyone. i cant say i didnt study cus i seriously did. And i cant believe i passed maths. (see,mr yong's not that bad after all!) I should have known better than to have let my f&n slip. And i work oh so hard for chem and bio. ok. i pass chem. failed bio by 3 marks. irony eh. i use to be the only shit who pass bio. now i screw it. when its the most important time. its like i focus much on subs i failed and now i end up doing well for them and fuckingly flunk the subs i passed. i suck much. So really, if i dont make it 4E,
i'll just die la.
And by the way i really cant fast. i know u've all been hearing that for a lot of time this month.(HAHA). but really, i can't fast now. and itt suck big time. ergh. Periods, the way it make you feel.
IF HE'S GOING TO DO THAT,i'll stay far. (FAR)
love / hate
ok enuff said. (again). so its almost 4 in the morning. its so early hallowen! Lol. Happy hallowen idiots. much <3.
i miss you, you you and YOU.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
3:50 AM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Mas actually just vomitted out his dinner (times 7!?). Haha. Yeah. He ate too much to the point he could not take it anymore and just vomitted everything out. Where,oh where did he learn to be so greedy? I really don't know. And he's just so big for a cat his age. Eating don't get you anywhere,cat. (Can someone tell him that? I've tried and i'm tried. After all, he doesnt understand me,does he?) -(I sense some english error someone here but whatever.)
So Ronin's performing for the Fashion Feista thing. (hopefully. Lets hope Soyah does'nt screw everything). They're such a bunch of great guys la. And now they're offering to perform for a assembly. So i have to comfirm this with the assembly in charge teacher. (who ah?!) Lol. Power 98 should be coming with them as part of an educational show. (HAHA). Well yeah. Levan so nice la. He gave me his number just to comfirm everything. They're sucha a nice bunch of guys (have i already said that?), replying emails and stuff like that. Thats it, i LOVE ronin. (i think i've mentioned that a million times.)And then again, i love all our local bands. Cause, they're so easy to approach and they just become your friends. (not all though.some are'nt even famous and yet... -_- )
Ok, Atiqa & me are engaged to be married. Our wedding? (this sounds damn sick) will be help at Bedok NTUC (somebody, HELP ME!) on the 20th of Oct. We started out friends, then sister and then married. ( is'nt that how love should start? your partner has to be you bestest friend. - right?) And i'm sorry baby i've got f&n after sch tmr so can't go ntuc with you. i'm so sad but i cant be there for u tmr. ( am i supposed to feel like crying?) Lol. Unless you'll wait for me. And we'll meet by the starrrrrs. Ouch, STARRS,. i know how much you love them. And they're the reason why we're almost married. Right? (Oh no, everything sound so SICK-)
much loveeee.
First class and fancy free
He's high society
He's got the best of everything
What could a girl like me ever really offer?
He's perfect as he can be, why should I even bother?
He comes to speak to me
I freeze immediately
Cause what he said sound so unreal
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:54 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
Exams are officially starting next tuesday. No. (actually english and malay is over.) (and that sort of explains my fucked up english.) Lol. So many things happened since i last blog. And i mean many. Lol. Forgive my rubishness (if any). i've just gotten of the phone with Mira. (i hope that explains.But really, i actually does explains). Firstly, atiqa, if you're reading this,(which i will force you too), i just want to say...you are so bastard! Haha. (suke suke hati kau je panggil dier lesbian!?).But then again,i don't blame u. As what they say, action explains more than words. So baby,we should get ready for our wedding in a few weeks time(after exams). (and refering to your blog post dated 4th october, i love you sooo much too.) And i totally love our daily shopping at Ntuc during this fasting month! (it really show how much you actually eat and yet...what a minute, are you bulimic?)much love.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:03 PM
