SAVE ME; someone's bound to hear my cries.

Sunday, April 30, 2006

I feel like giving ALL of you well, major updates. Haha. I havent been updating about exactly whats been happening la. but then again i hate doing that. its so...LONG. Lol. And long is = to long time and i can't afford spending a long time just to blog. I've got SO many things to do laaa. And no, unlike Juan, who always says he's busy but "good" busy, my busy is just busy busy. And thats because i'm not in np's mass comm like him. haha. Anyway, period came to visit even though i've told it time and time again not to come. I shout and nag at it all the time but it just wont listen. I'm so pissed with it.

Anyway, did you know what you can actually do a search on taufik b. on wikipedia? NO, i didnt do that silly act. i happen to stumble upon the link. How interesting-not. He turns me off, big time. I cant stand his usher wannabe and his i'm-mummy's-good-boy act. Because we all know the truth. Or so we think we do. Anyway, thats enough on him. And eh, Amanda Ling is big time HOT. haha. she's hotter than a pussycat doll, i swear! And boy, i love her long curly hair. I guess its true they say woman look at other beautiful women more than man do. But then again, whatever.

After what how the stupid hp cheated me, i'm afraid to talk to kief. and it seems like he's not talking to me either. that suck. i dunno how to explain to him man. i'm SO sorray. Please dont be mad at me. hurhur.

I'm in need of coke. Its almost 3 and i've got tuition later at 11. Urgh. Need i say more? i really do fall in love on the constant. he's so nice man. and cute please. but wtfh. i dunnno how to tell anyone. haha. almost told mira but argh maybe i should call her. ok dont ask me who. gwah.

Bye idiots. ok, ok, i'm the idiot.
Happay-May-Day. (30 days to malay`Olevel)

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
2:50 AM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
6:53 PM

Monday, April 24, 2006

This blog entry is meant specially for HANNAh, my mummeh.

I read your last entry, dated 23rd april, and hannah, please know that i have always been here and wil always been here. i can say more cus u know i love you more than anything but im busy doing my bio assignment. i'll do this again soon. till then, pplease know i'm always here for you. cus i LOVE you, as much as you love Evian. *winks* ahaha. And oh hanna, we need a FOUR LEAF CLOVER soon. hurhur. See you tmr in school!

Shalifarhanadheatiqahafizatique
i can't be without you.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:08 AM

Monday, April 17, 2006

Don't ask me why but i'm very happy. I'm SOOO elated and my life is great. (: Nothing's going to bring me down. (Well maybe, at least not yet.)

Ms teo talked to my mum just now. Phew. thats a load off my chest. Anyway she was so nice and all. In fact she said a lot of nice stuff about me. Haha. But then again ms Teo is very nice. But then again, whatever. Reason why i'm blogging this way is that i've got a very limited time. i've got MANY many essays to do. Literature, history, F&N and what nots. I'm sooo busy but i'm happy. Lol. Ok, off to work now.

And OH, haadi is LOVE! ((:

And i love ALL of you too. (:

P/s: Atiqa, i'm sorry for not going to macs wiith you just now. I'll make it up to you. LOVEEEE YOU more than haadi!! Lol.

LOVE = YOU and YOU.
Being fickle-minded is good sometimes.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
8:08 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Awi (yes, AWIRAFAEL) just told me a GOOOOOOD piece of news.

HE'S BACK WITH BHUMIBAND!!!!!!!!

No, i'm not lying. If i'm lying means he's lying. And if he's lying then i'll kill him. Lol. And ok thats not the best news yet. Bhumiband's recording the NEW album NOW! But well, unfortunately Ard quits the band so its only him on vocals. But things are doing so well for them! Check this out: "......and we're doing a tour with sheila on seven in August in M'sia!". !!!!!. When he was telling me, i got so amazed i was like YOU'RE KIDDING RIGHT? But awi claims he's not so i'm SOOOO happy babies. Haha. AND, "our future single might be featured as a soundtrack for a new movie in Malaysia!". Sounds good eh.

ok folks. i'm so estatic i need to sleep.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
10:55 PM

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
8:11 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

i'm through with standing in line to clubs we'll never get in
it's like the bottom of the ninth and i'm never gonna win
this life hasn't turned out quite the way i want it to be
i want a brand new house on an episode of cribs
and a bathroom i can play baseball in
and a king size tub big enough for ten plus me
i'll need a credit card that's got no limit
and a big black jet with a bedroom in it
gonna join the mile high club at thirty-seven thousand feet

i'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
i'd even cut my hair and change my name

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:31 PM

I don't need YOU anyway.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
9:33 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Waking up early this morning thinking, dreaming. i can't help it. haha.
Love, y'all. mwahh.

If Everyone cared

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing
Amen, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

Amen, I'm alive

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:25 PM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

A time to be born, a time to die;
A time to plant, a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break up, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to get, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to cast away;
A time to rend, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate;
A time of war, and a time of peace;
A time to hold on, and a time to let go.

Words lost on the wind. But I needed to hear them, and he needed to say them.
"My love died, before they were born."

One day, I believe, the wind will bring me back to you.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:31 AM