Saturday, June 09, 2007
What happens in my head stays in my head. But sometimes it won't. What if you knew what I was thinking? Would it make you like WOHHHHH!Don't wanna risk putting my foot in it. So i'll keep my mouth closed.
Got to beep out what I really wanna shout.Woops! Did I say it out loud, did you find out?I wanna have your babies!Get serious like crazy.I wanna have your babies!I see them springing up like daisies.
Some of my feelings keep escaping,So I make it a joke.Nonchalant, I keep on faking.So my heart don't get broken.I'm in a big big big big ocean in a tiny little boat,Ill only put the idea out there-If I know its gonna float.
Trust me it would scare you if you knew what was going on in my brain.
Trust me it would scare you that I've picked out the place, all the schools AND all the names.
If you knew it was all about you;
Every wish, every candle every coin in a fountain.
Trust me it would scare you.
Oh well, what I say? Great day with my babies! And great time at BILLY's bar. Really, whoever Billy is. LOL. But then I got to see you. I was happy for a moment but after that I felt like fuck. Really, whats new? Boys just have that instant effect on you, don't they. They can make you feel excited and good for a minute and for the next, you feel like crying cuz you feel so fucking fucked up and you fucking miss him. Oh really, you can die now. I won't cry too much.
Maybe.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
3:11 AM
