Saturday, June 16, 2007
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Atiqah woke me up twice today but I could'nt wake up. The second time, I promised myself I would wake up fifteen minutes later but I did'nt. Instead, I fell back deep into sleep and, I had a dream. In my dream, that person say she/he hates cats. HAHAHA. And even though I was in school in the dream, I was rushing back home cuz I have not bathed for the day. But I could'nt leave cuz someone left her/his bag with me. LOL. But I shall not mention anything more about the dream cuz I've heard that apparently, if you don't tell anyone what you dreamt about, then your dream will come true. But no, I'm not hoping for anything to happen or anything. I'm not telling cuz if I do, you'd be more convinced I'm not right in the head and that, does'nt work to my advantage.But I got to talk to MIRA and thank god, I managed to tell her exactly how insecure I feel. I'm impressed, I've actually let someone in. But MIRA's as sick in the head as me, and we're going thru pretty much the same situation so really, she's great. Thank god (=Met my girls - Atiqah, Feeza, Soyah & Nazura; rather unexpectedly. I was cheated. I did'nt know we'd be going to town and stuff. So I was dressed really down. Totally siglap-to-chill outfit and a super bare face but wtfh, I should'nt be complaining, should I? Camwhored like whores but I hate most of the pictures cuz I look fugly, i swear. But whatevrrrr. Went for lunch at Sakura @ CityHall, and then we wenta Marina square and i sawww the most mfing beautiful bag ever! I'm not going to say where HAHA cuz some idiot will end up buying it. Its limited edition, mind you. but its too much money for me to waste on, considering my peanut pay last month. but I'm getting the bag anyway, waste money or not! My father will be back later so yeay! Lol. And then we went to eat (again) at CCMW. I had the mango cheesecake, like FINALLY. Verdict? Not as nice as how it looks like, but still very yummeh! Afterwhich we met Yaya and Atiqah, Yaya and myself made our way to Siglap while the other 3 went hm. Yaya badly wanted ice cream so for some reason we went to Cartel. Yeah, a food place yet again. Atiqah and myself were fucking full by then but wtf. haha. And so radhea(: came to join us. And what else did we do but to talk about the past. The good past, where the innocence were lost. I know we all miss those days fucking much but theres nothing we can do about it, or so I realised. We walked to opera field and boy do I love that place. (: Along the way, I realised the 3 people I'm spending half my life with are exactly people my parents warned me about. HAHAHA. Inside joke, but not much of a joke afterall. You girls know I love you girls still, no matter what you bitches do!! ;) We had the usual under-the-starrrs-emoing-until-can-cry at the opera field. Well, at least I did. I hated every moment of it cuz all I think about is... the unevitable, the never happening.But somehow the green tea tasted bad. How come it tasted so good when I drank it from your bottle? BOO!
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
3:59 AM
