Saturday, June 02, 2007
And I feel like I'm living someone else's life.
I'm pretty convinced that at this point of time, I'm just about the loneliest person on earth. There's really just no one around. What else can I do? Indulge in panadols to stop the pain? Or just mother fucking stop it? Stop everything and make everyone else happay?
I don't want to go to school on Monday. No, please I don't want to wake up and go to a place where i'm all alone. I hate how so bloody narrow minded those people are. I tried talking to a classmate about it but omg she fucking hell bloody bitch ought to be shot i fucking swear. She did'nt even reply to what i was talking about and began talking about something stupig. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS PEOPLE! TOO MUCH PIG'S FAT IN THE SYSTEM IS IT!?
And please, even though I don't really like the subjects I'm taking, I AM doing well okay. So don't come up with this BULL about how I'm not doing well and thats why yadah yadah yadah. But I don't really care either you know.
I've been keeping all the letters that I've wrote to you. Each one's a line or two; "I'm fine baby, how are you?". Well I would send them but I know that its just not enough. My words were cold and flat and you deserve more than that.
Oh I miss you, you know.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:31 AM
