Sunday, May 20, 2007
You don't have to read this entry, its all just mere complains.
Okay so we're in the middle of the whole wedding celebration and i made my way home cuz i'm oh so tired. okay you see the wedding is at my own void deck cuz my grandma and aunt lives on the same block as me. so how lucky. i'm not supposed to be home, of course but my father asked me to send some stuff home and thus i took the chance to flee!! Lol. but i'm still in my saree just in case someone screams on the phone. damn mfing tired la please. i think i'm going to remove all this clothes on me, all this bangles, all this earings, all this necklace all this shit on my hair and i'm going to sleep!!! (plus i think i'm going to make sure the place i'm holding my wedding at is all air conditioned. siallah, hot like fuck can. ughhh.) I slept close to 4 am yesterday you know. Was busy with some preparations for the wedding and reached home at around midnight but i felt so guilty, i had to do some engine maths! so i did. and now i'll have to study for the MEB test tmr. BLUEK.
I'm going to sleep till say, 8pm and then study till 4 am again! cuz obviously i'll have to go to my granny's house again later. AHHHH. i'm sooo tired PLEASE. if only i can skip school tmr. not like i will meet anyone interesting in school. AHHH fuck tp. -sometimes i wake up crying at night. and sometimes i call out your name. what right has she got to take you away, when for so long you were mine?
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
5:12 PM
