Thursday, May 31, 2007
Today I went to work. (: I guess I'm beginning to appreciate CCSG a LOT more now cuz I now realise that people there are WAY better than people I know at school. Really really, i love my part timers and full timers and penly and atok and charles. guess who i left out? HAHA. but fauzan's still way better that everyone in school. I swear la okay. I feel way so much appreciated and loved and belonged in ccsg. Apart from my girls (whom i miss way too much all the time even though i do get to see them), they're just about all I have now. Really. Thats how much of a loner I am in school. SAD is'nt it. No wait, more sedih than sad. You know me, I guess i am bitchy but i'm nice to new people you know. I do love meeeting and knowing new people. But it seems like I'm the only one smiling there. And i suppose my classmates are really sweet at times but theres just no one i can stick thru everything with, you know. Oh, how i try to fit in. its frustrating and annoying and now thats its been 7 weeks, its painful you know. its like i'm surrounded by a million people but i still feel so alone. and btw, as much as i love ccsg, i just hafta say this. Don't ever eat the Baked spaghetti. for one simple reason: it sucks. LOL. i had that for staff meal just now and siallah i could not eat anything. i dun even know how i should describe it. so i actually left the dish uneaten. i'm so mean i know but i couldnt help it please. Even Errol's MUSHROOM ragout lasagne tasted WAYYY better. MUSHROOM could taste better, how do you think it tasted like? Yeah, you got it right. Like shit. Not like i've tasted shit or anything. Lol. thank god he's nice, i got to eat 1/78 of what was left of his mushroom lasagne. And haha we wanted to throw the spaghetti away somewhere the cooks couldnt see but we couldnt find a plastic in the office. hahaha. so i had no choice but to place the dish at the usual place and boy, the dishwasher is sucha an asss so what do u expect. Elton, the cook asked me why i didnt finish the dish and i didnt want to say its not nice cuz you know, thats not too nice. So i said i felt sick and just could finish it. And what did he say? "Next time if you sick don't order food". I was KNN LA CCB. I should have just said cuz it SUCKS right. Bitch.AND i fucking hell need to study. OR maybe, just maybe i should withdraw and do Visual communications @ TP DESIGN SCHOOL!! LOL.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:59 PM
