Saturday, May 26, 2007
I told myself, today was going to be the day. No more excuses, cause I knew exactly what to say. Was gonna make my play, but just like yesterday. My mind erased, and I let the moment slip away. Another night, got me sitting here all on my own . Picking up the phone, but I can't get passed the dial tone. Wrakking my brain, going insane, again and again, I can't keep going this way. Crushed by the sweetest lips I never kissed. And your fingertips and the warmest touch that I've always missed. Crushed by the softest hands I never held. Probably never tell, you're the strongest love that I've ever felt. Crushed that I haven't ever let you know, how it always goes, cause I lose my nerve whenever you get close. And so I'm left, short-of-breath, with that heavy feeling in my chest. Baby I'm so crushed. So I tell myself, that tomorrow's gonna be the day. And I keep on telling myself that I'm gonna find a way. And I won't be afraid just like yesterday, Won't walk away, Never gonna let another chance slip away. Cause I gotta know, whichever way it's gonna go. Risk my heart and soul cause there can never be no more. Wrakking my brain, going insane, again and again, I won't keep going this way.Baby, i'm so cushed.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
12:06 PM