Monday, April 02, 2007
I missed ccsg's staff party yesterday. ): I was too tired when Syaf called and fell asleep right after that. So how sad. I saw the photos posted on Mich's LJ and it was so... happy. I miss being happy. I really do. And i'm so going to miss everyone single one of them when i leave that place. Not like its going to be anytime soon, anyway. Speaking of ccsg, i'm doing opening tomorrow. Oh, such sore. i hate you. but what more can i possibly do? how do you stop two person falling for each other? and so i read the blogs and read the faces and read the expressions and i wonder. should i laugh or should i cry? am i meant to living in lies?You said you're leaving for good, i wished you well. and someday you will understand, how you killed me inside.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
8:22 AM
