Saturday, April 28, 2007
I don't understand why and how sometimes we know that he's not being true, we know that he's got a million other girls and we're just at the corner of his mind, we know he's just a plain simple jerk and we know he's just not that into us and YET we are always there for him, we accept their apologies way to readily knowing they'll hurt us again. Its sad, is'nt it.Personally, I know at least 5 of my girlfriends who just cannot help but give in to their boyfriends. They apologise when its not even their fault. They apologise cuz they got angry over something their boyfriend had said/done. Why should we be sorry for all of their mistakes? And at the end of the day its always a girl's fault. You know i used to be an optimist. I used to believe in the power of love but right now, i really don't know. I see how things start sweetly and then I see how it end brutally. It ALL ends the same, you know. Everything really does end the same. And nothing last forever. Why the fuck should i even bother starting anything? Why should i bother commiting myself in anything? It would all be just a waste of time.But then again, i think i maybe wrong.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
10:31 PM
