Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Hello, loves.I've just finished watching A Walk To Remember for the gazillion-ed time on youtube and boy, Landon Carter is the sweetest boy ever. (: The part where he held Jamie and fought with his best friend for hurting Jamie's feelings. The part when he showed her that she was at two places at once, and then he hugged her. When he put on the fake butterfly tattoo for her and sweetly blew the area and touched it softly. And then when she told him how she felt about him, "Its like the wind, I can feel it but I can't see it." THEN she told her dad that she loves Landon!! Aww how sweet. AND he had a STAR named after her!! And they way they sat under the stars. You know, I can go on and on and this is tiring. ahh, wonders of being in love. Love, not lust. not infatuation. But seriously, what the hell is wrong with me. What the hell am I talking about!? But really, what happens when you finally find someone who make you understand the true meaning of love and certainly have faith in you but that person just have to leave you? Thats probably the saddest thing ever eh? But I'm not sure about that, really, I don't know! One thing's for sure. I've never been in love. I do love many many people and things but I've never fallen in love. You want to know why? Because I believe that if all of it had been love, truly, then it would have last. I would still have the feelings I had then. But of course I don't feel anything anymore. So you see, I've never been in love! As simple as 1,2,3. But there's this fine line between infatuation and love. Often times people are confused and fooled by the slight difference. Slight difference, but huge meaning in between. Right now, at this very moment, I think I am in between. and I, my fellow bloggers, am confused. And everyday, my confusion grows. For now, let;s keep the infatuation/lust burning cuz well, its kind of fun, you know. hurhur. When I fall in love, it would be forever.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
11:24 PM
