Saturday, December 23, 2006
Hello (:You know what, screw the first paragraph of my last entry. Because my job is love. Haha. I love everything about my job. Sure there are moments where I wish I can just disappear, like when a pregnant woman gets bitchy (!!) but the challenges are really very positive. Plus my other colleagues are all so nice and lovely. Seriousy. Cheers to all the coffee clubbers! (siglap outlet only) ((: Work again later at 7pm! Everyone in my house is oh so busy, preparing for my cousin's engagement tomorrow. (: I can't believe its tmr, really. We've been talking about it ever since i was studying for olvls. and now its here! How exciting. I predict it would be a wonderful ocassion, with all my cousins around. Okay, maybe not all but its still something, you know. considering the fact that we don't always get me meet, even on Hari Raya and all.And yes, she was waiting for your call last night.It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside. I'm standing here, but all I want Is to be over there. Why did I let myself believe that miracles could happen? Cause now I have to pretend that I don't really care. I still think that you're my fairytale, a dream when I'm not sleeping. A wish upon a star that is coming true. But everybody else can tell that I've confused my feelings with the truth. Now I know you're not a fairytale and dreams were meant for sleeping. And wishes on a star just don't come true. Cause now even I can tell that I confused my feelings with the truth. Because I liked the view, when there was me and you. I can't believe that I could be so blind. It's like you were floating while I was falling. And I didn't mind. Cause I liked the view. Thought you felt it too. When there was me and you.Bye you all. much love.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
3:45 PM
