Friday, October 06, 2006

Yesterday did not end well. And my today did not start good. You know how some people say when you laugh toooo much over whatever things, you're bound to cry over something real bad after that? I'm thinking its true. I was laughing away like a child crying with mira after school yesterday. We laughed like real, real hard. We laugh in school, walking out the gate, at the bus stop, in the bus, at bedok central and even after we exchanged out goodbyes, i was still smiling over it. Of course there was nothing funny, really. We decided we could laugh to de-stress.

But once i reach home, my tears finally run. I began crying and crying. It was like a nervous breakdown over school. i hate school because it gets me all tired and i don't learn much from it now. making us stay till 5.15 everyday doesnt help either. I felt all terrible. I cried when i saw my books in my bag. i cried when i saw my maths and chemistry tys. i cried when i went to my refrigerator to get a drink and i saw my olvls entryproof there. like wow, we're almost finally there. and that sucks. and so now i avoid going for a drink. ):

I really don't know why i'm feeeling this way. but its enough to crack my skull. My head hurts more these days and sleeping don't seem to help anymore.

My mum complaint that she couldnt breathe this morning. it was before 6am when she woke me up, scaring the shit out of me. i was afraid, i really was. she was reluctant to visit a doctor but i insisted. with the help of a neighbour, we managed to bring her to 24hr clinic. the doctor's nice and all. and confirmed it was all her athsma. bloody haze causes asthmatics to suffer more you know. even soyah had an attack in morning. ):

But things got better. I went for chem class. Jay was being nice actually. haha. anyway, i think he's lessons are gettting more useful now. lol. but anyway, i met yaya, shank, atiqa and alif after that for buka. Went pizza hut. Daryl and haqiem came SUPER LATEEE! and that place was like super lagging. service was bad. but we managed to find out what they do in the tiny room by the side. haha. and oh, seriously, pizza hut just suck la. you can find the food they sell at serangoon aka tekka centre.

can u believe it, they sell curry with briyani rice, which shank ate, nasi goreng with mushroom, which atiqa ate and thosai!!! which yaya alif haqiem darly and myself ate. crazy right. its all tekka food la damn it!! and they charge a bloody 70 bucks for it? bloody hell, you can get all those for less than 17 dollars ok. now, whose idea was it to buka at pizza hut? at the very least we could at eat at another terrible place like kfc. come on, even the mamak at tekka can give us better service okay.

but then i love the lot. haha. yaya's done it again, atiqa was on myspace, shank ate nasibriyani @ pizzahut, alif only "lapar mata", haqiem love the gents room and daryl did not drink tabasco. lol. Oh, daryl finished his nlevels today. we'll all miss him! and his super lame but funny jokes. boohoo. and oh, when we went out of pizza hut, the haze was terrible!!!! like it was raining but not raining. ergh, bloody thepeopleburningforestcustheybudget man.

okay loves!!!!


somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
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