I've just reach home from and i'm very sleepy. So Literature paper 1 was okay. I really thought it would be more difficult but mdm Rubiah is an excellent teacher so she sets it the best. lol. whatever. Went to Lj with Nazura and Soyah after. Only Soyah ate though. Cus Naz and me ate in school. Anyway we talked and all. I love Soyah because she listens to me even when I talk too much of absolute crap. (:
But anyway people, just when I thought I am over and done with F&N, Mrs Irene spotted something which I knew was wrong but Rukshana-the-ass was being such an ass and she just shut up about it. Urgh. So in other words I'll have to cook 2 more dishes which consist of seafood. And it would be crappy, really. I just totally suck at cooking laa. ): But she allowed us to bring from home and just take picture in school so that ought to be good. or at least better? But it would be on Friday. I planned to skip school on Friday!!! Double ):
And thenn, Mrs Irene was telling me that she talked to Ms StephanieTeo and APPARENTLY ms teo said i'm a very quiet pupil. LOL. Like haha!! And the Mrs Irene mentioned somemore things MsTeo said (which i would not mention here), and i felt so pressurised. lol. And with that, i'm just very afraid of letting you/everyone down. ):
I'm afraid afraid afraid. At the end of the day, I'd like to question you, "Do i make you proud?" and the only reply i want from you is a simple "Yes". But I'm so unsure of everything!! Except for the fact that I need to sleep now. Omg, you guys realise that I'm very much a pig? ): and a (: please. haha.
I guess I've learned, to question is to grow
That you still have faith, is all I need to know
I've learned to love, myself in spite of me
And I've learned to walk, the road that I believe
This what we I dream about but the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud?
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud?
Oh my loves, I'm going off. (:
