Monday, July 10, 2006
Everything is in such a terrible state that i dont even know where and how to start blogging. Like seriously, i think this is the worst i've ever been. And it all goes back to the great hatyai trip. i mean, i seriously enjoyed the trip. like one of the best ever. but it brings such -idunnohowtosay- memories. Painful and sweet. it brings a million questions. like why oh why do i fall for someone really easily? and how could two very different people caught my eye at the same time? And its funneh how i dont think about the other much at all. i'm such an ass, i know. I wish i can include names here. that would be easier. but the situation's so bad that would only kill me. anyway. i hate mixed signals. i mean why cant you just ask me? or tell me. dont go around asking my aunties or my MUM ah. sakit hati siak. and it hurts when everyone else is filling me with all this weird things. and oh come on. you know him more than to avoid me. ape siakkkk. maybe u should talk to him properly first. urgh.but anyway, - is OMG lah. haha. omg so wrong again. but he is like the fucking hottest guy i've ever met. but he sort of is the same as the above. urgh. mulut cakap benda mepek mepek boleh ah. and now that he's got my number, argh surprise me? hoho. i'm confused. but i think i filled the wrong name on that crush calculator shit. lol. argh mepek ah tu jantan. bleh.unrequitedlove.pardon me for the excessive use of malay words. anyway, tmr's malay olevel oral. haha.unrequited love. says:
*cara he speak
unrequited love. says:
cara he made me laugh
unrequited love. says:
cara he talk to me
unrequited love. says:
cara he talk to my mum
unrequited love. says:
cara he made everyone laughed
unrequited love. says:
cara his mum talked about him
unrequited love. says:
cara i am gila*cara is the way in malay. (:xoxonunu
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
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