Sunday, May 07, 2006
As weird as this may sound, i find myself really attracted to and fascinated by people who are...well, mysterious or perharps weird. People who seem to have this wall/barrier which blocks them frm the world. People who hates what seems perfect only because they're so sure they cant get it. People who rebel and yet is accepted. People who do things i won't because it way against the religion and yet, i keep coming back to have more of them.Why? Because i admire them. And truthfully, these are the people i try so hard to hold on to. But sometimes, there seem to be a barrier between myself and them. Sometimes or in fact all the time, its so hard to tell them - i am here. i dont care what they say, i dont care what you do. i'm just here. i'm here,for you. And, i'm sorry he hates you."Doesn't it scare you that your will is not as strong as it used to be?"i'm withdrawing from the world to live in seclusion and in solitude.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
5:02 PM
