Wednesday, January 18, 2006
I wish today's Friday. So i can sleep like a pig till tomorrow. I need motivation. I can't go on like this. Can someone force me to study? After all, Malay O`level's in 17 weeks! My mum's really good at it but she's never home lately. As much as i want all this to be over real soon, i'm not doing anything about it. School ends at 4 tmr. and they'll be 4 HOURS of ms Teo. World, bless me. As if not bad enuff, i'm sitting right in front.
i love egg tarts and maths. i love to laugh and i love to love. i love animals and i love you. i love coke but it makes me sick. i love falling ill, i hate recovering. i love attention and i hate detention. i hate history but i love the teacher. i'm addicted to the online world and sleeping makes me high. i don't drink and drive. my hair's not straight but i'm i am. I love music and i love writing. i want to be a rockstar and not a doctor. i hate you and your fans who claim to be your friends. i hate sausages and i love literature. i'm sometimes retarded and i love to crap. i love myself. i abhor you and everything about you. i love my name and my family. i love my cats and i miss my dotty much. i love the tv and radio. i need to be constantly entertained. i sometimes talk to myself to get over the loneliness. i'm of mixed blood. i'm very much afraid of cockroaches. i love kelly clarkson. i love the local music scene. i sometimes suffer from permanent pms. sometimes i cry, sometimes i laugh. i hate nothing and i dont like many things. i love what u hate and i hate what u love. i hate what u did. i dont have regrets that last for more thn 8 days. i wish i'm 99.9% perfect. i want a song with my name on it. i want to sing all night. i want to be a pr manager. i want to be a lwayer. i love the number 8. i want to make lots of money and own a media company. i want EVERYONE to read this.
Lol. More coming your way!!! Bye for now. :P.
i hate YOU. Can?
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
8:16 PM
