im feeling really down. i have plunged to the lowest point i've ever been in years. Don't ask me whats wrong with me cus thats exactly what i wish to ask you. How come you act like nothing's happened when something surely did. To tell you the truth, things have surely changed between us i dont see us being close friends again. You're fucking spoiled, annoying and everything else and i hate the fact that everyone has to give in to you. I hate your fucked up attitude. i hate it. and i hate u when u do that thing u do. i think i've emntioned this before but i cant stand your level of maturity. i wont sae its high but i wont say it low either. oh common, just say if u really do. not like we fucking care. and of you'd rather be there, then tell us. i'll be glad to let it slip away. how come i have to be in a good mood all the time and its okay for u to mood swing your fucking self. if theres some where else you'd rather then leave. leave. get out of my life. or at least stop making appearance in my life. you're not what i think you are all those while we spent together. u've change into someone so different from how i knew u then. yes, totally different. i miss the old you. alot. i miss the times we had. you were than a best fren. i treated u like a sister. i even could cry myself when im with u. on the phone or even in person,despite my huge ego. and i wont forget what u wrote on the burfdae note last year. because i know it was true then. but peharps not anymore. you're different, you're not you. no more. i hate to say this but you are different. and u make me feel so depressed just being around u. as much as i miss u, i dont want this to be ever happen again. so i guess i'll move away from u and the happy people in your life now.You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always
I really feel
I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real,
Well I don't want to know
Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
