OMFG,its NOVEMBER.(!!)
Ok another late night post. (in fact,early morning!). I feel so fucked up still. Like yeah,life's great but it has little black holes and theres a BIG one right in the middle of it now.and it doesnt make sense. i mean, totally. Like how do u describe feelings that you dont actually feel? Oh fuck it. Maybe i do feel it.(i'll admit,i just dont want to admit it) But i'm trying to erase it out. And its as good as erasing...(everything!?)...well,not everything. But ONE thing. Ok, i dont make any sense there. But fuck it.
i seriously have lost my flair and interest in writing. Thats like the ultimate reason why i did that bad Literature. God, i wish i can TALK through a lit exam. Like really, talk to get marks. (!?). I mean, face it i LOVE (LOVEEEEE) to talk. And i wish i will meet someone,(anyone), who would listen and talk with me. Like, TALKKK. It wont be anywhere near heaven but it would be nothing like hell. (err!?)
and again, it is SO love/hate.
fuck it.
<3/hate.
<3<3<3.