SAVE ME; someone's bound to hear my cries.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Todays definately the best day of my life ever since school started. why? cus i skipped school. Actually woke up at 6.30am but then i went to my mum and i told her its too late and went back to sleep. Woke up at only 11 plus.hhah. no mdm rubiah for lit, NO soo gek for history, no ms teo for bio AND chem, no uncle malek for maths. haha. uncle malek! LOL. and soo gek is a fucked up history teacher. i hate her much.and mdm rubiah's getting way too bitchy. too bitchy i cant stand it anymore. ms teo's fine but she still have not spoke a thing to me about my report book. gosh. how do you tell a teacher that u just don't feel like doing the homeworks they've given you? Like seriously i dont feel like doing any homework except for maths. So i've been doing for people their maths homework and then make them do for me my Lit or history. Yea, Lit too. i love lit but i hate the teacher. hah. i mean,mdm rubiah is funn when she teach and all but she demands like fuck. ergh. i miss mrs ang so much. she was such a great Lit teacher. though not many liked herr. i guess she was nice to me and all. bleh. and can u believe it, mdm rubiah made me go for detention for not doing ONE question. yes, ONE FREAKING QUESTION. god, whatever happened to sweet english teachers?

So Nic told me to blog yesterday thats why i'm doing this. hah. This's for you, Nic. i Love you la. haha. anyhoos, ms teo didnt come yesterday so we had no chem and had to go to ms agnes' homeroom. That lady is fantastic. haha. Seriously, she actuallly understood and smiled when i said that the pupils in the science stream are not supposingly smart. They just decide the whatever subjects they are doing. I dont think being in the arts stream is any bad. Its what we decide to do. And she agreed. And then yesterday Jeeva and harith we fighting at the back of the class.The rest of us we laughing at the hilarious sight and She did not even scold them or ask them to stop. She said " Just please don't kill youself in class ok? " LOL. She's damn cute laah. And i was so LONELY in maths yesterday cus zhirong didnt come. ergh. that boy is the best maths friend la. hah. We've done so many wacky things in maths class together. LOL. Drinking COKE in class, disturbing others, skipping class and played uno next door and so on. much fun when he's around. But he is a mood swinger. hah. i swear he pissed me off when we were at heeren the other time. ALL he did was SLEEP and when he woke up, he was mad at EVERYONE cause he wanted to sleep more. lol.

And then i waited for Dhea - she had girl guides and all. So then we went around Bedok to look for Roti boy or whatever but we didnt find. hha. she was so confident there was an outlet in bedok laah. In the end we went to Macs and ate ice cream. hah. Dad's coming home TMR! lol. i smsed him about the bravery gig and he said he'll talk to me when he returns. gosh. i wish he'll give me the money. * prays hard * hah. anyway, There'll be a lot of things this month. Here are some which i have to go:

Lushington Entertainments
present(s) The Bravery Live in Singapore
With Special Guests: electrico
Stadium Green
05 Aug 2005 (Fri), 7.30 PM at the Singapore Indoor Stadium Waterfront2 Stadium Walk
Standard - S$60

The Young Company
present(s)
Macbeth
DBS Arts CentreHome of Singapore Repertory Theatre
20 Merbau Road
Robertson Quay
Standard - S$20
From 04 Aug 2005 (Thu), 4.00 PM to 06 Aug 2005 (Sat), 8.00 PM

Ok right. I have to go for the macbeth shit and i HAVE to go for the bravery gig. hah. I already missed the GC gig yesterday. Of which reminds me. i'm so jealous of you, Pepper. haha. I think Benji's DAMN cute lah. haha. Ronin's performing at the School of rocks semi-finals.on the 24th.i WANT to go. haha. Oh, check this out:

Awi Rafael Band at Timbre
Awi, Athif and Zuher will be playing this Friday, 15 July at the old Fat Frogs cafe, now renamed Timbre. It's situated right beside the Substation, Armenian Street. We will be playing 3 sets of easy listening pop numbers. Music starts from 10.30pm til 1am. Come down, have a drink, or get yourselves some snacks and enjoy the music with us. We'll having having a rockin good time! More details at www.timbre.com.sg.

LOL. Awi Rafael is the band name. that is so lame laa. HAHA. What the hell are those guys thinking? haha. But i'm sure they'll do good. (:

Oh, i wrote this a few days back:

They may be smilling, asking " how do you do?"
You opened up and let them in ; thinking they love you
Then you find out the truth; how hard it hit you
You feel it poking you like voodoo.
You need to do someting; but where did your senses go to?

This is the story no one wishes to tell
Kept inside, though sometimes we yell
No one cares ; dont you feel like killing?
We're not nice. Its hard to be nice

But still;

We all pretend to be nice
Deep inside we know
Dirty little secrets we all hide
Trying so hard to fill the empiness inside

Don't you know; theres no use
After all,
The truth will find us soon
It'll hurt so much
So much it'll bleed
But still; we'll pretend to be nice.

LOL. Ok lovelies, much update tomorrow maybe. Please pray for me - i don't want to be seen in school tomorrow.

esmerelda. ((:

Walking through life unnoticed. Knowing that no one cares. Too consumed in their masquerade. No one sees her there. And still she sings.

somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
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