Friday, July 15, 2005
To: EVERYONE.I love the feeling of seeing the many eyes locked at me and I loved the fact that they enjoyed themselves seeing me do my thing. I have come to realized that what I really wanted was to make others happy. I absolutely love seeing smiles or hearing the laughter of someone I had just talked to or entertained. It makes me feel really happy. However, at this age, I have come to realized that getting a media career is not going to be easy for me. It was something I really want to do but I know it isn’t a cup of tea for my family.
They always saw the arts as the last resort. To them, having a career in the arts isn’t even half as good as having a career in a medical firm or in an applied science company. I strongly disagree with this narrow-minded point of view. I know and I secretly believe that they are wrong. Perhaps maybe it may seem that someone in the medical firm makes more money and are better respected by the society. But are they happy with their life? Was it really what they wanted to do or had they no choice? Making money is not my first priority. Its more of being happy of what I’m is doing. As many have realized, they would rather be happy and poor that unhappy and rich. It doesn’t matter how much money you make. It’s really just how passionate you are towards doing it. I do not see any difference between a doctor and a vet to a singer/song writer. In fact, a singer/songwriter is someone who interests me more. It’s stupid, how people look up to a doctor so much when all they do is the same boring things over and over again. Anyone who is willing to work hard can be a doctor. All you need to do is to study and stuff like that. It’s easy to find a doctor who hates what he or she is doing. However, being a singer/song writer is not as easy. It requires a special something in them to be able to write music which people can relate to. Again, anyone can do this if they are willing to. It’s the willingness, not how smart you are. But this doesn’t mean that singers/songwriter or IT professionals are any less smart than doctors. It’s just the special ability in them, which may be present in a doctor as well.
Everyone is different and our lives are not supposed to be anything like someone else’s. So you really don’t have to try hard to be something or someone you are not. It is impossible to be someone else and do what someone else does. You can never be the best of that someone else. You can only be second best. However, you are definitely the best of yourself. No one, NO ONE can be what you are and you can never be anything like anyone else. Everyone is special. Everyone is different. We should thank god for this as it only means that we are the best. The best of who we are.
Only you know what is best for you. Only you know what your heart wants to do. Believe in yourself and do what you really want to do. Don’t do it for the sake of big money or because it’s what others want you to do. Do it because you know it’s what you should be doing. Do it because you love it. No one has the right to decide what’s good and what’s bad for you. You make the best decision for yourself. Follow your dreams if all you wanted to be was an actor or a doctor. Follow your hearts calling and you’ll be happy with your life. You surely don’t want to find yourself in a position where you are too old for an education to start a totally new career. It might be possible but you may find it hard to study while having responsibilities to look after. You don’t want to feel that tinge of regret every time you go to work knowing it’s not your passion. Knowing that you should be doing something better or more to your liking. You know someone has the job you need-the job which fits your personality and passion. Why not you?
haha ok. just wanted to remind thats its all MY CHOICE.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
10:50 PM
