Tuesday, July 05, 2005
So i just reach this place called home, from school. Had a super lame day. actually it was a normal day. ahha. yehah. i LOVE maths laa. i am finally catching up again. hehs. My mum surprisingly went out. to her mum's place. its been ages since she went laa. ok no. just a few months after the incident. hah. yeh.
Firstly this is weird. i mean, the guy i mentioned who is leaving? its NOT Awi ok? lol toot's leaving for London next month and then suddenly some people thinks its Awi? LOL. And i heard Rachael Yamagata from daryl's mp3 laa. and i got influenced. NOT cus of Awi ok? ergh. and the picture of us? it does'nt mean a thing ok darlings? Like a few people have been asking me the same damn questions lah and its sick. yeah. So, no offence but i dont like it when peeople ask me stuff like that. Especially when's its NOT true. hah. and PLEASE do not assume anything without knowing any truth. theres nothing in much in his blog about Nabawi. LOL yeaah.
Ok so haha. i heard "everything" on the radio and they sound DIFERRENT laa. lol. i like the song sung live better. yeah.
Went to macs with dhea and atiqa just now and we started talking about her. Perharps she's stil lying to us? i don't know. And sometimes i just dont want to know. and whateevr she said to dhea, i have a pretty good excuse for it. it might be my fault,but i'll find a way to not make it my fault. haha. we'll see.
i know i say that i'll blog about the day at the beach? um im lazy. haha. so basically i was playing at east coast with jannie lynette mumu zhirong and timorty and mice. yeh. then we tried pushing each other into the sea. hah. but we all pushed timorty in and he was damn wet laa. zhirong is damn bad. he planned everything laa. hah. yeha. so much fun. we made timorty swim. hah. fun laaa. i love them a lot. then mice and me went to drink and we took cab home. yeaps. sent me first then to her place. hah. i was damn tired i slept till the next day. haha. i'm such a pig? Tell me about it. heh. =X
OMG so in class i was telling everyone that David B and his wife are in town and NO ONE believed me laa. Until i let them listen to the power 98 news. hhaha. and when i said Tony blair and the russia's prime minister are here too eveyone didnt believe me either. WTF. and everytime i say OIC they were like "huh?" , "whats that?" Wah sometimes my classmates really gets on my nerves. bleh.
Was suppose to do some drama production but with the people involved in it, i dont feel like joining. its totally like you wont have a say. Everything they say ALWAYS has to be right. ERGH. its fucking irritating. maybe others will be ok with it. but not me man. i dont like being instructed on what to do. err not me. especially by people whom i have little respect of. x)
You sat down next to me, like poetry to wine. Our window looked upon a yellow neon sign. I took your hand while you decided what to do. The only kiss I ever miss, I shared with you. The other cities hold a memory still of a place .But, when I dream of London, I can only see your face. I want you. Or no one. No one else will do. You, or no one. No one is the only one to fill the empty space I hold for you. You simplified me down to slogans on the wall I took offense, but you were right about them all. My friends are telling me I shouldn't waste my time. But I can't concentrate until I make you mine. I'm drawing cards and making wishes down by the well .Who would've known I'd lose myself in that old hotel . No one else is strong enough to slow me down in time to set me free. I want you. No one else is fine. No one is the only one to fill me up until I make you mine. ERGH.
Ok enuff rantings. ((:
esme-relda
Much Love boy, much love.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
5:25 PM
