Sunday, July 31, 2005
i'm suppose to be doing my f&n coursework due tomorrow but i can't seem to concentrate. My mum's out for a wedding dinner and she'll scream when she comes home and realised i've not done even a bit. I just can't help it. The online world is purely addictive. Tell me you agree with me. OH wells, i should just skip school tmr. Sigh. Its not like me, running away from all these things but i can't stand it anymore. Its hurting too much for me to endure. There's so much things that needs to be done but i can't seem to do anything. These things are just not what i want to do. At this moment in my life, i jsut want to do thiings i feel like doing but i know its not possible. Why? I cant possibly quit secondary school and continue studying something more to my liking. Atleast not now. and if you haven't realised, i still have a year with all the weird people in school. OMFG, i hate school so much.The people there don't ever care about how you feel for nuts. someone just have to shoot me. and PLEASE, do it soon.
Girls before
Girls after
Lionel Lewis and him and us
Him and us.
Yes,we look happy but do friendships really last? The pictures are pretty huuge aren't they. It may be over but it won't stop there,I am here for you if you'd only care.You touched my heart you touched my soul.You changed my life and all my goals.And love is blind and that I knew when,My heart was blinded by you.I've kissed your lips and held your head.Shared your dreams and shared your bed.I know you well, I know your smell.I've been addicted to you.Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.much love. mwah.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
10:32 PM
