Thursday, May 19, 2005
when u left, i lost a part of me. its still so hard to believe.come back baby please.We belong together.ok im not sure about the we belong together part but yeh i guess the rest kind of make sense.time flies doesnt it.its alreadi may 2005.it all happened more than a year ago.and yet im still holding on to it some how.its crazy how i thought he meant nothing but then after he really left i realised some things.its like what they say, u'll never know what you got till its gone.it use to be jus another suppose to be meaningful line to me but now it really make sense.its so dark outside.im scared.haha ok c r a p.my left eye is a fucking bitch.it hurts like getting fucked.Lol im serious.ahah.i want to go to the doctor! ok no i want to go to changi hospital! omg itll be great fun!hehs. i need to get shades laa so people wont stare at my eye when im outside.its fucking irritating.i know la its damn red.u staring @ might cause you eye to be red too! yayness (=ok so farhan wants me to mention his name.happay now,loser? hhaha. i understand that you are bored but please please stop the ok or ko thing k its irritating.haha.yay!oh u stop alreaday.haha.yayness.might not be going to school tmr either.cross country ~ bleh =X. i hate running and my eye hurts.ok shoosh i should go.oh rafe's i believe lyrics below.lol i love that song.blehx.esmereLda* (=I believe - RafeThough I've tried to let you go
deep inside my heart I know
Angry pieces of conversations fall me down
Come and take me higher, Baby light my fireI believe i'm so much pain
i believe you'll love again
lose yourself,eventually you'll find your way
I believe that im so boring a poison tongue,im not your healing
these crazy lines will feed your broken-hearted smileYou're all alone drink bitter coffee
though not as bad as your bitter heart
Angry pieces conversations fall you down
"Come and take me higher baby light my fire"but
I believe i'm so much pain
i believe you'll love again
lose yourself,eventually you'll find your wayI believe that im so boring
a poison tongue,im not your healing
these crazy lines will feed your broken-hearted smile
words/music by Awi Rafael
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
5:56 PM
