Monday, May 16, 2005
[[iqarahermiqi]]
i miss halil.
i love changi hospital.
ok so exams are finally over.and i'm blog again.haha. feels like i'm a totally new person these days.like at least i dun think of him and cry anymore.ooh yesterday was 17 months ! haha.but yeh i don't feel like damn arkward talking about stuff which happened last year anymore. well thanks to my dear friends and i guess my mum.hehs.like i cant believe i can actually talk to her stuff about him and all.lol.she actually understood.and i guess i understand why she didnt like us together.well yeh.sometimes its true what they say,mother knows best.she becoming more of a best friend to me these days.
exams were like bleh.haa.well english compo was nice la about parents.aha.den maths was like tootings.i love it.bio was like damn easy laa.i mean,it was so much easier than most of us expected it to be.yayness.den lit was super FUN.i love the unseen poem.well cant really remember the whole thing but yeh,it was nice.k den chem was ooting fun laa! haha. lol yeh this mid year was like the FUNNEST! hah. no such word. but hehs im serious.ahha.oh yeh f&n just now was ooting rubbish.ok yeh.that suucked.i mean,u can never expect me to know how to clean a fish right??? shoosh me for being absent on the day she went through in class.
ok yeh exams are over.supposed to go to atiqa's house but that super smart arse had dental appointment.bleh.ooh i had ooting flooting sheeshing fun yesterday! haha. had this family gathering @ my grandmere's house which is like jus next door laa.ahah.well yeh so met all of my cousins.ok not all.but yeh.aha.we celebrated nabil's burfdae too. omg cant believe that damn arse who took my room has turned 20 ! haha.lol yeh yea, and i'm still 14..haha. nah i'll turn 15 soon.hmm yeh.i love my brother.haha.k den next month will be samir's burfdae! yayness. and another auntie's i think so they'll be another gathering! hehs. funn. like we all cousins took pic together.like a long time since we last did that laa..i think the last time was during one on my aunt's wedding and that was ooting long ago! hell yeh. lol i love my cousins laa.especially syaira and imah. its like we get damn close during gathering but never get to do stuff outside.haha.can u believe it,i dun even hav syaira's msn or hp number and she live like the nearest to me.haha. well yeh.hehs.we should reallly go out one day!
ok its weird,but i miss farhan! i miss talking to him in msn.like he understood some stuff.hehs. i miss not being able to look at the top of his head cus hes much taller.hehs.i miss that boy.its funny how some firends jus walk out of your life once they found a girlfriend or boyfriend.bleh.
ok so i noe that was a lot of shit but well thats jus me.i have a lot to say.but i prefer writing.haha.i wanna be a journalist !! yayness.or a theatre actor.or i could write a book ! haha.ok c r a p laa.i seriously feel like doing rubbish.like maybe i should start my drumming sessions.ok its not rubbish la but it could get me out of it.haha.i feel like being in a production. arrgh.yeh but havent heard of any theatre thingy going on except for the fire prevention thing which we havent even started on.ok rishi wrote the script but yeh.nothing else done.ok yeap.
LOL.my father gave me 500 RM! haha.yeh his way of making me go for his company's family day thingy. i mean,i dun mind going but bleh i've got sch.and going means i'll have to skip school on the 23rd.well RM 500's worth it i guess.aaahha.and i told him i'd rather get 500 SD and he gave me that whatever look.haha.i love my father.and my mum said she didnt want to go also,hoping to get an amount also haha. but my father was like she has to go cause she practically owns the company.haha.funneh people.sometimes its good to have such crazy things going on in my family.toodles.
ok i seriously should stop.but really,theres so much more for me to write.about the camp,about my experience in changi hospital last week about me and about you.aha.bleh.maybe later.
love you,you,you and YOU.
blieh blieh `
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
2:36 PM
