- Precious love Burning so deeply Shining completely For you.


Ok so wenna buy bhumiband's cd.aha.im so into them!! (awi nye pasal ah ni..)..hah..so yeh.they really have like super great songs laa.haha.cant believe I bought it.ahah.k so yeps.life has been great.i guess.ahah.didnt do that well for common test.expected..but yeaa.promise I'll do well for the next test la k.aaha.k shuush la.im sucha in a hyper mood cus I have a big bottle of coke beside me.ahah.im addicted laa.k watever.

So yeh.many things have happened.everyone have been changing and I dun get it.hehs.talked to atiqa yesterdae.like so long since we did it k.den yea things sort of solved but somethings..hard to be solved.i guess some things are just not meant to be.but it hurts when you own group of friends are like keeping things from each other.i mean,wtf is mezmerised for when everyone acts that waY? Theres a lot of lies going on.and I bet she's not the only one lying. Mesmerized used to be me atiqa dhea shalu alif yaya fiza farhan alif.we were the closest.and then ofcourse some others have to come and blah we are just not the same.i promised her I will not be close to them and not abandon her.now look whats happening.i dun mind friendship but it feels like shes more close to them.and it hurts.i hate what you are doing,shalu.i love you,you are a great friend but I cannot take the lies.it hurts to out so much trust on someone u call friends and realise they are lying.why cant everybody be friends?i feel betrayal.yes I do.but I gueess nothing can be done.no one urges to solve it the way I do.so welps let it be.im fading away.it hurts to have friends like that.i love all of you-atiqa,dhea,ayee,alif,yaya,fiza and shalu.but it hurts.we are not like how we use to be.maybe im the only one feeling this way.but whatever.believe me,its NOT pms.i reallay have this feeling in my heart.i need time on my own.pls if you guys feel like I am trying to busted you, sorray.

k so yeaah.i love you.shmuackx.