" Aku junjung petuahmu, cintai dia yang mencintaiku "
i love the one who loves me.
haha.am talking to revalina,alif's indon gf.alif bastard laa i swear.haha.hard to talk to her laa.she ask me questions about alif in indon.she's not sure if he's true to her.haa.she should be.ok shussh.now i wish i didnt add her.aha.she's nice la but its hard to reply her.and sometimes i dont understand her.so yeps.
welps i actually stayed at home and finished up all my maths hmwk.aha.im sucha good girl.ahah.gosh still have malay and bio and chem rubbish to do and f&n.wosh.shossh laa.haa.going to johore tmr.i'll shop there and get a lot of things thats for sure.ahha.ok so yepss.haha.im bored.fuck laa.haha.
im still confused of my own feelings.im sure i am in love with him but he is still bothering me.everytime i look at him i dont feel weak like i use to instead i feel confused.confused if there really is anything left behind for us.but when i look into his eyes i know its impossible.besides,i wont let someone else who have hurt me a lot of times hurt me ever again.he broke me down but never aagain will he hear me cry out to him.never.
Cinta
Menapak jalan yang menjauh
Tentukan arah yang kumau
Tempatkan aku pada satu peristiwa
Yang membuat hati lara
Di dekat engkau aku telah (penuh)
Sandung matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita
Cinta tegarkan hatiku
Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
Naluriku bergetar tak ingin terulang lagi
Kehilangan cinta hati bagai raga tak bernyawa
Aku junjung petuahmu
Cintai dia yang mencintaiku
Hatinya dulu berlayar kini telah menepi
Bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia
Cinta biar saja ada
Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
Bagaimana pun hidup hanya cerita
Cerita tentang meninggalkan dan yang ditinggalkan
Cinta
