Wednesday, February 23, 2005
these days,it seems that others are trying to lead my life.they are controling everything.fuck off pls.what is their problem? i dun blame my mum i noe she cares for me but that irritating auntie and uncle i have, i wish they would jus shut up and yea,take care of their own children.why am i like sucha a bad bitch to them? they fucking dont understand.its like u anyhow agree on a tuition for me at like 8 at night till 10 at YOUR house and when i cant make it woah u arre sucha a BASTARD ASS HOLE.i cannot made it cus i was busy studaying right.no like i was fucking around.all u do is talk and talk and u actually noe nuts about anything i have.you expect me to go for maths turuion when i have ss and historay and malay paper the next dae? chibai la. and now another maths tuition when i have BIO and FnN tmr.fuckers.not like the stupid teacher is of any good.what does he do? he jus sit there and i swear he doesnt even peep into my book.and when i ask question ljike wat the fuck answer like dun want liddat.i cannot take this anymore.tuition ends at like 10 at night and then i have to go hom and by then i reached at like 11 and i ususally tired alreaday by the travelllllllling and chibai how to studay alreaday? and im suppose to get straight As omg im am not your dog k? i hate they u speak and everyone else agrees with u.u are NOT big and i NOT afraid of you.wait one day u will see what im actually made of.and den u cal me a bad gal.i have always hated going to your house and you make it worst.chibai,i swear the onlay reason i go is cus of my grandma.not cause old crap.fuck off laa.so im going to his house today and fuck him if he say anything cus nothing he sae today is gonna bring me down. i actually cried k in school so yea.sorry la.i wont cry in front of ur loser face.LOSER.i hate u and your 'good' tution teacher.FUCK OFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!i dun care if ur my uncle.jus tooting go away la k.saw him in the morning and i saw her also.i swearrr they caused this shits today.fuck la.i miss my bf.he didnt rebond his hair.ahah.esmerelda_sorrowsMengapakah aku masih menungguDan masih menagih kasihmu
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
3:28 PM