Friday, February 25, 2005
Dear Mommy,I am in Heaven now...I so wanted to be your littlegirl. I don't quite understand what has happened.I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place.I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days,I felt a special bonding between you and me.Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much.One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.That same day, the most horrible thinghappened. Avery mean Monster came into that warm,comfortableplace I was in. I was so scared, I beganscreaming, but you never once tried to helpme.Maybe you never heard me.The monster got closer and closer as I wasscreaming and screaming, "Mommy,Mommy, help meplease! Mommy, help me." Complete terror isall Ifelt. I screamed and screamed until I thought Icouldn't anymore. Then the monster startedripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain ican never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how Ibegged it to stop. I screamed in horror as itripped my leg off. Though I was in suchcompletepain, I was dying. I knew I would never seeyourface or hear you say how much you love me.I wanted to make all your tears go away. I hadsomany plans to make you happy. Now Icouldn't, allmy dreams were shattered. Though I was inutterpain and horror, I felt the pain of my heartbreaking, above all.I wanted more than anything to be yourdaughter.No use now, for I was dying a painful death. Icould only imagine the terrible things that theyhad done to you. I wanted to tell you that I loveyou before I was gone, but I didn't know thewordsyou could understand. And soon, I no longerhadthe breath to say them; I was dead. I feltmyselfrising. I was being carried by a huge angelinto abig beautiful place. I was still crying, but thephysical pain was gone.The angel took me away to a wonderfulplace. ThenI was happy. I asked the angel what was thethingwas that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. Iamsorry, for I know how it feels." I don't knowwhatabortion is, I guess that's the name of themonster.I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell youhow much I wanted to be your little girl. I triedvery hard to live. I wanted to live. I had thewill, but I couldn't; the monster was toopowerful.It sucked my arms and legs off and finally gotallof me. It was impossible to live. I just wantedyou to know I tried to stay with you. I didn'twant to die.Also, Mommy, please watch out for thatabortionmonster.Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you togothrough the kind of pain I did. Please becareful.Love,Your Baby GirlPRO CHOICE??? DO YOU THINK THESEBABIES CHoOSE TODIE???This Is Dedicated To The Memory Of All TheAbortedBabies Throughout The World.Please pass this on to as many people as ucan ifu have a heart, u will. I posted this for you toread cuz i know u have a heart n will post it toothers, so that they will know what happens totheir child and all the pain the baby goesthroughwhen they abort their baby.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
4:33 PM
