Wednesday, January 19, 2005
ok so ya.finnaally got my internet connection.um.i cabut school today.too lazy to go anyway.haha. anyhow only siah me...but i got to skipped lit and chem and most important-MALAY!! i fucking didnt do my compo.oh welps.i'll die.so yesterday was ttoo busy to blog.jus bloged that shit.but hey its true sial.so yea.
i hate school man.people there can spread news like so fast.haha.espciallay untrue news.wats with those pple?uh anyway LIONAL LEWIS is so HOT!!!haha.he rawks man.and so is ryan cabrera.i think he should jus leave ashlee and come to me and dhea and shalu and atiqa.ahhaha.k crap.ok so i jus called dhea and it tuns out that atiqa sistaa and fana also never come sch.hahaha.wat a day.
this year onlay i made friends with a few people.aha.k la.not like i went up to them and like can we be friends?its like i jus started talking to them.ahah.nice.especiallay ahmad.tat lamer.ahah.he one of the best jokers ive ever met i swearr.haha.it was like i him shalu and alif were talkking and laughing like siao over racist thing and he started to hold his u-noe-wat everytime he laugh.hahaha.cus he needed to pee.ahahha.lamerr.and then christopher.he damn cute siall. gosh are all christopherrs cute? haaha.i guess so.and then we were talking at central bus stop B tat day,waiting for yaya's bus.and i started talking to him.and i was like too bad ur not christopher lee and he was saying his mum's sir name is lee.haha.and blah blah blah.then we went to bedok and he went home.ahah.he hot siah.haha.and he's nice too.so yea.and blah blah.
my auntie and cousin are coming to my house tonight! k like they're coming home woth my dad.i miss my cousin siaah. she was in russia and all.miss her miss her miss her.haha.k crap.ok so yesterday was like shit.
i was talking to ita online and i told her wat mice told me.and then my nick was -almost a year and yet not forgotten- and she told fana and fana was scared i get hurt.i HATE it when people use me as an excuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i mean so what if im not over him????it has happened before and its happening again.fuck off la.arrrrrrgh.fuck off la.u all can just go fuck rezza k.i dun care anymore.u can go and fuck all the buttefliees la.dun give me this shit like ur afraid i'll get hurt or wat k.dun act like u care pls.jus fuck it off.
ok so i've got tuition la.later at 8.now tat pisses me of.cus like at EIGHT!!! arrrrrrrrrrrgh.and will end at TEN.why is everything pissing me of? k shall update later maybe.if i have got the mood.
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
5:30 PM
