Sunday, January 30, 2005
my love for you,seems quite not right.
today was hell shit.like nothing happen.haha.time just flew by like dat.haha.but i did study la.k at least i didnt slacked all day.haha.k so nabil went like fishing yesterday night and return home like at ten in the morning and he pathetically onlay brought home like 2 fishes and a crab.haha.and the fishes are like tiny winy.not that it matters anyway.my mum throwed the fishes which was kinda bad.nabil shouldnt have caught then anywayy.but he made her cook the crab and ate.ya,like one crab.how pathetic can he get right?but yeea who cares.i wont eat it for nuts.jus dun seem right.haha.i jus wont eat anything i saw uncooked.like if i see a chicken uncooked,i wont eat it when its already cook.its too painful.k ya im crazy u're right.but i can help feeling pity.maybe i should get vegetarian.k tat sounds sick la.haha.like so weird.um so yeh.
school was like fun,slacking and yet studying.haha.like we keep on getting scolding by teachers.we as in 302.they jus wont accpet our crapiness.not like we rude or what siaah.grrr.so yeh.i mean teachers actually had a conference on um wednesdae jus to discuss about our class.aand esp jeeva.like he didnt come to sch tat day but came later at 2:30 with his parents and he had to attend the conference.poor boy i say.he's like my crap partner in maths class.he's not rude or wat.he jus loves to disturb people.haha.same hobby i guess.and we always disturb pein tiong! haha.bastard i swear.haha.so yeh.and miss teo actually made our class stay back for like freaking 35 mins jus to hear he babbling about complains from other teachers.not like we care.haha.and she made like 11 of us including me to stay for and extra 15 mins to hear her babble at us,her way of reminding us to bring our health booklets the next day.but it did work.haha.after hearing her babling and if anyone like still never bring tat prson is really something.ahha.incredible.cus i wenna call my mum on my way home and ank her to remind me to bring the book the next day.aha.so yeaa.miss teo is really someting,she had no sense of huumour at all.she neever laugh at anything enough to make me pee on my pants.she's just so strange.but i wouldnt want another bio teacher for the world.her teaching is really something.its goes into my head.and the bio test we had was easy i can say.cus i actually studied.haha.i mean,it was on cells.i cant possibly let myself fail that right..
k so its that time of the month where i hate being a girl.haha.k so yeh.there's so much fun happening in school haha but mostly secrets between me and mice.haha.that girl,she rawks laa.hha.we're still into the backstabbing buisness.kinda bad but who cares.ok so whoever reading this dont worry we wont backstab you haha.we only do it to a bitch who kinda ruined everything.well cant name her but u pple probarly noe her anywya.who cares.haha.i feel so bad siah but dammit how did she feel when she did all those things?so yeh.ok so on friday yaya was showing me farhan dhea shalu a fight between keith and some sec 4 guy.keith like haha gay siaah.he practically didnt fight back too weak i guess but he raised his feet for like a second but he didnt get to like kick the guy or wat.but if u see his leg raising,its so funneh.farhan and i keep on replaying and we were like lufting our socks out.haha.oh yeh was recorded on azhar's hp btw.like the whole fight only laster 10 seconds or so.aha.lame.so yea.i hfta say ive got some reallay great friends around me.people like atiqa dhea shalu yaya mice farhan alif and ya alot more who make me laugh everyday.thanks people.i thought that my world would tumble when rezza left but hey ive so much other loveables in my life why boher about one who want to let go of?
ok so that was kinda long but really,i would want to write more but i jus dunno who would wanna read anything.so yeh.haha.so ya.love you peeps.shmuckx.bye loveables!!
I am so in love
I am so in hate
I just can’t comprehend it
You get me so high
You get me so low
I can't show what I’m feelin
Never was the type
To let someone like
You get under my skin
Tried like hell
But you don't care for real
You stepped on my feelings
See I love to love you boy
And I love to hate you
But I got to let you know
I'm a have to let you go
Love to feel the love
Love to heal from pain
Is there really a difference
Wonder who is right
Wonder who is wrong
I'm just feelin some tension
You can't compromise
We can't coincide
We should really be chillin
Cause I've wasted so much time
Love is on the line
I've made my decision
It's useless to try and work things out
Don't need all of the stress
You’re not worth it
I’m tired of all the ups and downs
So goodbye I'm leavin
Made up my mind .
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
1:11 AM
