Wednesday, January 26, 2005
[ fuck it. ]
dammit.i am super bored.my head hurts.i mean,seriously.not trying to escape anything.i really does hurts k.and my back too.and the best part is i'll hav tuition later.wat the fuck siah.like 8pm till 10pm.no point sleeping now.i'll be too tired to wake up later and i'll be in a grumpy mood.i hate myself when it happens but yeh watever i hate people around me more like anytime man.and i'm so hungry.got home my mum had ashtma.however u spell it.so yeh no food.to tired to get out also.u noe what i reallay need now? coca cola.haha.k no.i noe what i really need. a phone call saying my fucking tuitoon's cancelled.k sorry tuition.that would be the greatest man.i swear.but i doubt so.he cancelled it on monday.today cant be possibly cancelled right.dammit.i dont care.i want it cancelled.bleah.not like i dun wnat to study its that its so inconvinient.i mean it starts at eight.and its at my granny's house.fuck la.i use to hav tution like at 3 plus in da afternoon.i love it then.cus i hav more time to study at night and also sleep and rest. but now?what shit can i do? time is a luxury i dun have.and yeh sleep is something i really need right now.but dammit. yea and u all be like then what are u doing on the computer then? fuck laa i dun think i hav homework.but hav chem test tmr.now that suc.dammit.grrrrrrgh.i have alot to say acutally.but i guess i'll stop here.i got no mood. so yeh.
its pms laa. ((=
esmerelda of sorrows]]
cus u left me here
but i'll pick up the pieces of my shattered heart
any try to love again
somehow,i'm jus so sure i will never love again .
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
4:54 PM
