i turned 14 yesterdae.haha.like as if you pple dunno.well yeaa.yesterdae at exactly 12am dhea shalu atiqa and farhan i think called and they sang me a burfdae song.haha.so sweet manx.umph yaa.and then we talked for awhile.and then i watched nightmare on elms street 3.or is it 2?no its 3 laa.until dunno wat time in the morning.and slept.woke up at like 10 pluss..was awoken by the door bell..was my brotherr..so yaa.then i wake up bathed.and called dhea.haha.cute ah she.she havent wake up.haha.so she was sleepy laa.talk to her also boring.haha.so then put down the fone went out to interchange and bought some stuff with my dadday.then went home..
then me went to next blk alone..to take some thing my mum ordered..food laa.then went home.watched tv.smsed dhea ask her to come early she sae ok.so yeh..waited for dhea to come then father went to take the cake.so yeh dhea came and yay atiqa was also there.she got to come thank god haha.then we went into my room and we chhose wat i was goin to wear and i wore my white see-through top and white skirt.haha.then they help me put on make up and all.and yea they bought 2 bags of present haah.so cute.from them and farhan.and then shalu came.yeaps.then yea continued wif the make up thingy and then iffa and her sis came.so yeaa.we were like jus hanging outx in my bedroom when THEY came.wtf.i mean feeza and fana and mai came.i dun mind them coming but it sorts of spoiled my mood.why?cus i was ashamed.you could smell it la the ciggarate and u can tell by the lips and the fucking bad breath and all.wtf.and pls la does your mama ever tell you how to dress when you come to that sort of occasioN?
i mean feeza was ok and fana was erm aiite but mai?i dun care if anyones gonna tell her or wat but she has changed a lot.A LOT.i know her back then early this year and she isnt who she use to be.nope.not.totally different.i wish she realise.c'mon la at your size wear something more covering la.wanna show off your fats for wat right.but watever la i dun care how she waanna dress but i am ashamed when all the pple look at how my "FRIEND" is.ASHAMED k.i noe she always dress liddat when she come to my house la when no one elso is around but now there;s a lot of pple right get it?? and wtf siah talking loud loud until everyone look at you and it wasnt even a good word and pple were like staring at you wtf??she wasnt ashamed but i was.i mean,look at my friends. my mum frens was there my aunties my neighbours and they look at the great friends i have.i wonder why they came. why they are still my frens after all they did.i want it all to end.its funnie how a friend can change jus becus of one guy.wtf la u can hav him all you want k.not like he loved you anyyway.bitch la.look at yourself and be ashamed.where is your body worth siah?
its sad that we are in the same class next yr.yess i am sad.but atleast i hav my shalu baybeh.i promise u shalu i will be YOUR friend.wont dissapoint u k dun worray.welll ya they left early anyway the 3 of them.while they wanted to leave they met my mum at the kitchen and my mum's frens we like eh wait llaa until she cut the cake and LUCKILY they say nvm.i dont want them there man.so yeh.was relieved when they left.and then tallked and sit around wif my friends[they are wat i call frens,wee dhea shalu and iffa]..and then they were forcing me to cut the cake.sso yea b4 that took pic wif my dad then my mum then my brothers then my whole familay den wif my frens and the cake! its so nice as in it has a butterfly in the middle.yepx.cute right.wee!stiill have it on my fridge so ya.haha.
then atiqa baybee had to leave laa cus azman scold alreadie they want to go next door.wtf.then umph ya ppls started to leave but nt all laa.and then yea i went into my room and started to open all the presents.haha.love what farhan dhea and wee gave me.YELLOWCARD CD!!! and the black eyeshadow from RED EARTH.and a friendship band and a cushion which says GROOVY. haha.wtf.cute siah them and there was a long note frm dhea so sweet haha even my father read it haha.and then yea counted all the monnay i got guess wat jus for my burfdae i got 246 bugs.and plus my hari raya money got 210.so i have $456 in all.woah rich seh.hahaas.wtf.then talked on the fone wif dhea and shalu..and slept.sad eh my burfdae only last one dae.haha.wtf.
kept on listening to the mustapha song by daphne and sly and oli and taufik.hahas.i love thaat song laa.all becus of shalu laa!! wtf. ahaha
sayang sayang dan zhi shi wo ai ni wont you ,wont you fall in love with me?
love you all!!
