Wednesday, November 24, 2004
song- only one by Yellowcard
mood- black is beautiful
- kiss my bum will ya? -
whaha.kaes i love this skin.wont change anymore.yesterdae was crappy.i cried my way to sleep.am getting really moody this days.mood swings.pms i tell u.well yeaap its about time anyway.whaha.but thingys are really crappy laa.but watever. im in my black mood.well yeaaps.went out.wore my black esprit pants black giordano top black eye liner black eye shadow black slippers.black is not a happay colour.cus i am not.well anyone got a problem with me can jus fuck off.i dun need u to destroy my life.its already almost destroyed.crumbled.everything but wonderful that sort of thing.
watched the incredibles.great show ah.really funnay.make me laugh for once.whaha.and while waiting for the show i saw bryan.whahahha.coincidence.whahah.well yea.i think he watched it too.well yea.show ended around 9 plus.walked around tm.well actually only went esprit laa.saw the black eye shadow.it was nice.really black and not glittery.the ones i hav frm maybelline and za are glittery.so yea.i think i should get it laa.only 14 bugs anyway.so yea mayb tmr go get it and i need mascara also my maybelline on has dry out and the clinique one is not water-proof.tat was how my mum knew i cried yesterdae.whaha.crap.den was running late cus suppose to meet my mum at bedok.so took mrt.and i met bryan agen.whaha.i thought he live in pasir ris?how come he took the same train as me?i dunno.well yea.then met my mum.we went to eat.at kfc.i payed for everythong.whaha.good girl i tell u.well yea.then nabil called.so long never meet him siaah.k crazy laa i think we met on sundae.but hey he's my bro la i use to see him like everydae.and now only weekends.whahaha.so yea.then went home.sweetie was'nt home.so went to find him.apperently sweetie has a girlfwen.whaha.so cute my cat.she lives at my blk level 6.my mum fwen cat laa.wahha.cute ah.den got home and yea went online.
tmr is her burfdae.k actually todae.best wishes ya.
it suddenly hit me that i am actually still missing rezza.well yea.if i could turn back time,i would make it last.i wish i didnt do the huge mistake.i noe.i have a huge ego.i didnt want to be seen as weak.but i didnt hav to sae those things.and hurt him.if only i can take back the words.whaha.k shuttup.
im sleepy.i think i need to sleep.
BYE!
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
1:55 AM
