Wednesday, November 24, 2004
i wish i had much more confidence and just tell you i hate you straight to your face.i wish i could tell you how much you mean to me.i wish i could tell you every bit about your smile i bet u didnt notice.i wish i could tell you that i honestly and truly love you.i wish i could give you everything u've told me you wanted.i wish i had been a better lover .i wish i could tell you every single thing i find attractive in you that no other person in their very own eyes has seen.then again i bet u fcking dont care about me.i bet ur just thinking i'm one more of those "girls" than u'll end up hooking with.i bet u think i'm pathetic.i bet u think i'm lying when i say i love you everytime we're alone.i bet you dont even love me.i bet u never did.i fcking dont noe why we even got together,o wait i know coz I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU.I WAS IN LOVE WITH EVERYTHING ABT YOU,AND I DIDNT CARE WAT OTHERS SAY ABT YOU.i think ur fcking ego or smth.coz u want pretty girls by ur side to look good.am i not good enough? i have so much memories of you.its just killing me.i wish someone wld take all this away from me so i wont have to think of you again.
somebody save me;
i'm not crazy or anything.
6:39 PM
